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To love is to be vulnerable. There's always risk. Nonetheless, to love is also an opportunity to gain wisdom from your mistakes. That's what they said, that's what i had been always believe. Until the moment when my life got shuttered. I dedicated my life for someone whom i thought love me enough. Whom i thought love me equally. I was wrong, To those years we spent with each other. They all vanished like bubbles in thin air. The past came back and it destroyed the present, even the future that awaits to the two aspiring lovers. I've been asking my self, what went wrong. What has gotten that suddenly we split up? What's not enough that i couldn't still fill the hole in his heart? I thought, we were okay. I thought, it's fine. I thought i fixed him already, i thought he love me. Maybe he did, but not to the extent that he can let go the person who once destroyed him. I was just a fixer huh, one you can run to whenever you need help then leave 'coz you don't need her anymore.

BlytheZoyle14 · Teen
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38 Chs

Drown #17

While thinking, I decided to call a friend of mine.

"What?"

My brows furrowed.

"Is that your way of saying hello?"

i sarcastically said.

"We bloody both know you won't call me unless you need something"

Tsk. Bastard.

"Lend me your connection or better yet use your connection"

"Brat, you're getting me into trouble aren't you?"

I roll my eyes.

"Let's meet later at The eve. Eight fucking PM sharp, Hoover"

"Fine, goddamnit"

The last thing i heard was the beeping sound.

This is a sudden decision but i know i won't regret it.

For now, i gotta meet the three long lost prince of darkness. Lol, I'm kidding.

At Seven O'clock my 36 hours of duty finally ended, i immediately rush towards the hospital exit to meet Oxygen who's already waiting for me after i texted him to pick me up.

"Hi babe" i greeted him, he's leaning on his big bike and with his usual get up, longsleeve, pants and rubber shoes . He smiled sheepishly when he saw me.

"Hi to you too beautiful" now it's my turn to smile. His dimples are showing and it didn't made him cute more like look like someone who will do you in bed.

"Where to?"

"My place" i answered.

"Alright, hop in" and i did.

His big motorbike is scary to ride but i got used to it. All my cousin are reckless drivers and that includes the three Hoovers. There is no exception, even the women in our family.

"How are you coping up?" out of nowhere he asked me that.

His question startled me but i smiled and lean on his back.

"For the passed days i still constantly think about him but I'm doing my best to distract myself from drowning with pain"

He then patted my arm that is currently encircled around his waist. "Good"

I threw him my questioning look.

"It's good that you're being honest, there's no room for lying, you know that. It will only make you feel worse" he continued.

"Aww, my Oxy grew up" i giggled but hugged him even more tight nonetheless.

"Shut up" he said and we both laugh out loud. This man is the sweetest cousin i can ever ask for. He always understand and it takes a million blow to make him mad.

Unlike King who go ape even from the sinplest things.

"Hey" I tapped Nickle shoulder when both Oxygen and Me arrived at the bar called "The Eve"

He look up.

"Hey" he greet back.

We sat on the circular sofa, i face his brooding look. Dark and dangerous. If i didn't know him i might peed in my skirt right now.

But i'm used to this, i grew up with them anyway.

"I need your help" I stated truthfully. There is no room for making this long, I desperately need his help.

"Pull some strings, i wanna go out of the country" The shock in their face was visible but Nickle immediately cope up and became serious.