The Trip to Kyoto: Part 4

I woke up in a cold sweat, bandaged completely. I groaned as I turned onto my side and Kacchan was there laying asleep bandaged as well. Tears formed in my eyes and I got up with my vision in a blur. I cried the whole way down to the restaurant and when I reached the entrance I wiped away my tears and headed inside. I was met with gasps from every table and then I stumbled to my table and to my surprise I was hugged by all of my friends there.

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I got back to my room hiccupping in tears at nine that night, to be pulled into a hug by Kacchan, he was awake and he noticed I was in tears. I couldn't calm down at all until he start planting kisses all over my neck and then a deep kiss on my lips. "Please don't cry Izuku, it's not your fault my love." he said as he hugged me.

I needed to shower, so I took off my shirt and peeled off my bandages revealing my recent scars. I grabbed my pajamas and walked into the shower, turned on the shower and with no words I slipped under the comforting warm water.

I died a little inside. Flashbacks of my past were coming in to my mind and a voice was errupting in my mind. It was saying "No one's ever gonna love you, you suicidal fuck." My head was filling up with all these voices and before I could say anything all my emotions drained out and I screamed, cried and yelled as I slid onto the floor of the shower.

The door burst open and Kacchan had already entered the shower, he had heard me. He turned off the water and wrapped a towel around my body carrying me outisde, and then locking the door and shutting the curtains in case anyone was approaching us because of my scream. He pulled my clothes onto me as tears swam across my cheeks.

My voice was hoarse from the screaming and I tried to speak but was unable to. Kacchan noticed I was trying to speak and he said "You're not in a good mental state to speak Izuku, you're mentally unwell right now."

He laid me down and turned off the lights off our room. "I'm going to tell the girls what had happened alright." he said. "Please don't they'll think I'm shit at controlling my emotions." I said, with my still hoarse voice. He sighed. "You're the strongest person I know Izuku, you kept your head up when I bullied you and you never gave up." He said walking back to me before he hugged me tightly. I sat there silent and he left to the girls room.

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He came back at one am that night when I was still awake. He quickly showered and changed into some of his clothes before getting into bed with me and cuddling me tightly. The voices in my head we're singing "Show and Tell, you're on display for all these fuckers to see."

It took me two full hours to shut those voices out before I could fall asleep.