Moving Part 1

I woke up the next day and started packing, I hadn't slept well at all last night so I was cranky. I finished packing before two people came in and took out our furniture, then they left. I pulled my cloud roof down, then the LED lights before walked out and placing them in a box.

I had a letter from Kimi, and then taking one look at it I walked downstairs, to where Mitsuki was parked, then I put my box in the car, and as I sat down I tore open the letter. It was a long one.

"Dear Izuku Midiyora,

If you're reading this, yes I'm dead. I apologise for not telling you, because I could have overcome my suicide. I blame my Mum, Dad and older brother for this. Along with them, my mental health was so shit.

I tried talking to my mum and dad but they never gave a shit. I couldn't fall asleep for days and then, I just gave up. I'm sorry for not showing up to the ceremony, before dying. Just know I'm watching you and Katsuki from above.

I've finally removed the longest curse off my family line, but in the best and worst way possible.

I've been not only pissed off at my parents, but at my boyfriend. I thought "boyfriends" were supportive, but that shithead of a so-called boyfriend, he didn't care.

I tried talking about it to him but look at how it turned out. I love you all, well except my boyfriend, brother, mum and dad.

Your loving, Kimi Himawari."

I folded the letter and I just spilled inside my stomach. I had the urge to die and join her, but I had Kacchan, he was the reason I'm still here and it would hurt both of us if we both died. Kacchan was reading his letter and he sniffed. He wrapped an arm around my neck, pulling me close.

I just knew this feeling. Her funeral was on Sunday, which was tommorow and I wasn't prepared. I watched the world outside with red eyes thinking about two things. "How do say this without breaking? I loved, I loved and I lost her" and "How could this world be so cruel to someone who was trying to be their best?".

I wiped my face and continued looking outside and I heard Kacchan hiccup in tears. I hugged him and we comforted eachother. We just awaited tommorow.