Journal Entry 17

Journal Entry 17

Day XX

Year XXXX

I'm nowhere close at halfway being done with the Grand Blisscade World and it's so tiring.

Actually, I stopped by to observe the humans again and I heard something.

Even when providing them with so much comfort and joy, they wouldn't appreciate unwanted things and experiences without their consent.

It'll be uncomfortable on their part. I didn't understand that as well.

But I do know that somehow, my thoughts were a bit selfish when I refused to understand when they said that eternity takes out meaning.

However, I have no one to confide with. I do have someone, but I'm very hesitant and reluctant because she scares me.

Anyway, I feel like I just have to focus on creating the interface of the world first because it is extremely exhausting.

I had to make the designs intricately and carefully because it has to be beautiful and patterned in such a way that it wouldn't be too noticeable.

I aim for its surface to throw them off and have the impression that it's completely messed up and arbitrary, so that it takes much more effort and amusement and thrill to go over the hidden patterns.

It isn't as important as the features of the world, but it makes up the world.

And so, I ought to do well.