Entry No. 3 - Changing

Who am I? The only true traits I can remember about myself is that I was very introverted and had a hard time making friends. But as I try to remember myself as a person I can't. In desperate attempts to get people to like me I changed my interests, personality, and even mindset for different groups. Reflecting on this I only know one thing that has stayed constant and that is that my brain stem controls my subconscious actions such as breathing and blinking. This melting pot of personalities most likely originated in middle school although I can't tell for certain. Did I lose myself in my masquerade of myself or is this truly who I am and always will be? I have been a mimic of others because what people truly love the most in this world is not change nor difference. What people love most in this world I'd themselves and I am the perfect reproduction of who they are. I sculpt myself in their image and that is who I am meant to be, not a person, bit a crude reflection for one's self to befriend.