I couldn't

I was mushy, I was squashy

I couldn't, I didn't

I tried going a little further to the destiny

I fell apart, I crumbled a lot

And again

I couldn't, I didn't

I really couldn't

Stood with a gaze for a craze

Hmm? Nope again

I couldn't

You know I strained the brain

When it should've been body

And I strained body

When it should've been brain

I am sorry dear me

I wish I were there to help you guide you

I am sorry dear me your tears were unfinished

you deserved the bursts of laughter

Your headache for it

Anxieties that scared you a bit

And where nothing was lit

I am sorry dear me

Your heart crunched and electrified

And that was it not for you dear

Finally, she realized

Oh oh there she is

I can't put my eyes there

The shines gleaming high

Stars shining high

They all missed the girl they never cared

They all remembered the girl they all hurdled

She doubted her worth when the fault wasn't hers

She shed tears when she shouldn't have been broken

I am really sorry dear me

I wish we met before