Chapter 92

After a while he looked up with so much sadness in his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I didn't want you to worry about me"

"You're not talking to me"

He showed me the communication device in his ears.

"What you said is true. By suppressing my pain and hurt receptors, I created another me called Jace but the impact it has on my brain is so much, it's killing me slowly and it comes with regressive memory"

"Your memories are fading?"

"Yes. When I swap back from Jace, I can't remember what happened during that time and recently I can't remember some things"

"You should stop switching for a long time"

"I can't. You don't understand"

"I more than anyone understands what you're facing but slowly killing yourself to escape reality is the same with the childhood monsters killing you themselves. Instead rather than them taking your life, they're forcing you to do it yourself"

"I don't want to relive those memories"