Not breaking!

"I won't talk to you! "

With my swelling red cheeks, I declared to bestie who was hunching over me.But inside me I was hoping very badly that he may permit me to go to Ren's party hearing something like this kind of threats but he smiled deviously and whispered closed to my ears-

"Great...my ears could rest in peace now!"

I back slash my ball socket joint with rage into his stomach which was in contact of my back.

But, this man was not going to melt so easy!

He brushed his lips to my redden right cheek teasingly saying his as common words to me-

"I love you! "

I jolted into him marking my fist to his rib...but unlike cracking in a pain he rushed defending himself from my attack of fist into the class cracking into laughter!

"I hate you! "

then in a truce he halted on the inch of opening the door to class, he shook his silver-blackjade hairs to clearly glace me with awkward annoyance-

"That sounds another word to me! "

Ugh... This shameless being is peccable!

With one raise eyebrow, I glance him even though I wanted to say lots of ton of words of my rage but For Nao, I am going to do this sacrifice too-

"Lovely..." Yuki pat my hairs with joviality!

But the way he pat my hairs I felt like questioning through my eyes which were seething-

'Am I your pet?!'

With a flinch in just his physique not in anything else, I guess he noticed that I was going to kick his ass!

He shooked his head to fall his hair to his forehead as he call it as 'his style'!

And I call 'Shagy style'!

And my bestie moved into beasties.

As soon as he was go... I sighed with tranquility and smiled mindlessly, running my fingers on my cheek to massage his traces which was still warm on me!

'I really hate him! '

but...

We have somethings...far fetched!

Dopey, I silently pushed the wooden door which in my guess has been as old as Mr. Sato that it's Wooden pines and the spikes have started to pull off from it's once smooth corners, inwards I pushed the door carefully without pinning a spike into my skin and suddenly, all the noise of the school room dropped for once and all were gazing the door as I entered...

Offcouse,I wasn't the one they might have been expecting!

But today wasn't some ordinary day!

Today, I am invited to Ren's party!

So today, I am hot topic!

With my chin high and my steps falling on after another thud on the regular floor,I smiled evilish flying my hand to Sai who was sitting with her clenched eyes on me sat just in middle bench in the middle row-

"Hello, cold shouldered! "

She clenched her jaw and moved her face away from my sight!

"Oh, I could smell something burning!" I smirked laughing looking away....Until'

I caught those cold eyes!

'It sounds another word to me! '

And my conscious present me these words reminding my sacrifice!

Stitching my lips! and I rush towards my darling desk and took my seat in utmost silence!

Everyone's jaw dropped by this sudden change of mood by me except The one who was behind all this, who was sitting next to me with Malicious grin-

"Good girl..."

I subconsciously opened my lips to counter attack through my tongue

but...then bit my tongue reminding my own damn self

'No talking, bitch! '

Only I know how I have controlled the uncontrollably talks in my stomach for the whole 3 hrs 56 min and 14 second....15 second...16 second!

But only til the lunch break!

Bell for the lunch break announced jingling!

And all the hungry monsters rushed rattling towards the lunch mess in hustle like they haven't given any sort of food for centuries but I was hunching on my desk like dead!

"Are you going to eat the desk today?" Yuki who was settled on the twin sister of my chair asked mockingly but to me... I really didn't care!

All the class drifted in the silence death just two of us are sitting there.

I looped my head to his side and then loop it away again in misery...and moved my hand down the 'kept in place' of my desk searchingly yet with almost crying face, drawing a crumbly blank paper which I guess some day that I don't remember, I kept it for some golden purpose (Hitting it on Sai)!

But looks like it was kept for this purpose-I tried to uncrumbled the sheet with only one hand rubbing it on the side of my desk and with my pens ink I wrote slantingly-

'Leave me alone...'

and slide it over to Yuki's side...

"Okay...I'm going!" He thrusted upwards standing from his seat with all eagerness and also a warning to me-

"Don't blame me that I left you alone here! "

But still...I swore to not break and I won't break!

I just rolled my head on the hard surface of my darling desk without a word...and only I could see is the little tiny-miny wooden and my ears caught hard stumping feet of Yuki stepping far and far until they faded...and again back rush towards me faster and harder!

"You are not going to give up?! "

Oh... Anger!

I lifted my powerburnt head to meet his gaze with my vague vision...that was sort of unclear certainly but his face was red as a flame ball.

"Fine...You can go..." he threw his head malaised but to me...It was like My dead soul was reborn.

'I didn't it! '

I jumped out of my seat and opened my mouth for victory screams in my warm fuzzies but nothing came out!

Maybe my vocal chords have gone into coma!

Still I was screaming in my heart rocking my own earth!

Finally

Your princess is coming, my prince!

Though, My coma did go only after hearing-

This one word that has the ultimate power to flush all my celebration

"But... " he added ion surprise to me and my jiggling body freezed!

"W-what?!" And seems like my coma was cured by only damaging my brain!