Life Goes On

HOSEOK X MALE READER

"I'm here , you're not alone"

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Life word that everyone had . But most people didn't want to live because of suffering some problems and it caused to think something bad . Like hurting yourself or more like killing yourself . Commonly known as

Suicide .

More people died on doing it in any dangerous way , others attempt on doing it too . And this kind of situation has happened also to a certain Blackett boy . Hoseok .

Each footsteps was captured everyone , most of them greet the boy . While him was returning it gladly . Are you curious about the situation?

Well you see , hoseok was titled as 'Sunshine' in Seoul High . A boy bringing everyone in happy mood … poor boy , no one exactly knows how he really felts . All was blinded by his cheerful personality

"Good morning , hoseok !"

The Blackett looked at them and respond back "Morning!" Making his way on his usual seat not before flashing them a bright smile . 'What an actor' He thought plopping himself in the chair

Time skipped

"Hobi - hyung , didn't you feel hot in the sleeves?" The bunny looking one says while munching his snacks and made everyone looked at him even m/n . Hoseok sweat a little "Ah … No" He could only let out a nervous chuckles to his 1st year friend Jeon Jungkook

Everyone continued to eat but one of hoseok classmates m/n eyed him suspiciously but shrugged it and continued to chew his snacks that his hands currently holding to .

"Hobi - ah you should eat up more" The broad shoulder guy said with concern lacing in his voice "Right , right mom" Hoseok mockingly said to his fellow 3rd year Jin and earning a few snickers at the other friends

'That's close' He thinks while eating his food , he always wear baggy clothes because of cutting his skin due to depression he's suffering to . He covered it with his mask so well . That he'll deserve the title as the great tricker in the history .

His routines are repeated . Wear the mask and cut himself . A certain thing that push him into Great Depression , but no one seem to notice what's wrong even his own family or friends … right?

He's Gay .

That's he's problem . He's in loved with his same gender and afraid that he'll be hated and everyone will be disgusted by him . You know the society was , full of judgmental people not noticing the person they judge was hurt by the words that their mouth let out .

Afraid that everyone will be disgusted by him even his friends , especially his crush Kim M/n brother of Kim Seokjin . That's right he like no he love the male despite from his appearance also to his personality .

Time skipped …

In morning …

The boy walked in the hallway and then noticed everyone looked at him while the others are giving him a worried looked and that's his anxiety activated and made some illusions in his mind

"Why is he doing here."

"He's not deserve to be here . He's useless"

"God , he's even far from his hyungs "

"Yeah , he's nothing special"

All negative words are slowly eating him up didn't notice that he's trembling and put his head down and bump into someone he didn't even looked the person he bumped , he continued to walk heading at the rooftop to end his life .

He didn't notice the person was calling him despite his hearing blocked by the hurtful words he could imagine of . Nor he didn't know that the person who's following him . He feel disgusted by himself

'Ah finally'

The Blackett thought realizing he's now at the rooftop finally ending it . Before he could jumped off , a pair of long slender arms pulled him out preventing him from continuing his suicide attempt

"Hobi - ah!"

A familiar voice snapped him out and looked up to the person who's calling him .

"M/n ?"

"Hoseok you could've died if I didn't stop you!"

M/n said or more like yelling at the boy but despite the tone of his voice it was clearly mixed with some emotions . Anger , sad , worried? Why would m/n be worried to him ?

"I'm just looking down n/n no need to look after me" Hoseok said hoping that m/n will buy it … but no . Instead , m/n frowned at him

"Don't think that I'm stupid like everyone else hoseok ! You're not okay!"

The taller male's voice made him flinch . He saw hoseok exposed wrists full of unhealed cuts when reaching the tray that was full of food . Beside of that he saw the Blackett how paler and thinner he was than before

'God , everyone really are stupid'

Hoseok held his tears that threatening to fall while his lips quivered "H-hyung I'm fine really"

M/n cant help but to hug the Blackett boy , he bumped into him and saw his sleeved arms was stained by blood . He felt his heart clenched just seeing the boy depressed . He always see the boy with his signature smile on him , he loved everything on him .

In short he's in loved , no questions asked he love the boy .

He heard the hoseok repeated the "I'm not okay" "I'm tired m/n" . Hoseok cant help but burst into tears clenching the fabric of his classmates and his crush . He's mask had fallen off and shattered into small pieces .He felt m/n rubbed his back to soothe him down and whisper some calming words

"M/n I'm nothing , just useless , I - I'm tired of everything"

M/nbroke the hug and wipe the male's tears while hoseok was

"Hey … hey Hobi - ah . You're not useless , your special and that's why I loved you" M/n said and realized what did he just said in front of hoseok

"R-really m/n ?" Hoseok cant believe what did he just heard while m/n nod in agreement

"I love you hoseok , you're special to me"

After what heard hoseok from , he find something that made him feel to live forever

… Love .

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Yoshi Note

Hey just want to say our Sunshine is the best ! How his bright personality was shining brighter that the sun that made you feel like wearing some sunglasses on . 🙃 Gotta blast take care !