you'll see me by your grave

A/N:

So uhm, this chapter might get a bit...you know 🙃

Don't say I didn't warn you.

November...

So Grey finally decided to show up after two weeks after, he apologized again but I didn't really blame him, again,it was his income not mine.

Saying that I didn't enjoy his company would simply mean I'm a lair , Grey was a very interesting character, he had so many confusing and interesting parts that sometimes I couldn't understand.

He had told me sometimes not to bother trying to understand him that he doesn't even understand himself sometimes, I should just flow with him.

So today I came back home pretty late, later than usual actually, about few minutes past midnight.

When I went to our room I didn't see Grey, I just took my bath and changed into my nightie.

I checked around the house and saw him in the pool, as usual.

"Funny how you like the water so much and that's my enemy" I said approaching him.

He turned back and looked at me," you allow it to be your enemy, it's nature's best and you should flow with it"

"And let it kill me? No way" I said.

"Come on, get in. When was the last time you tried swimming, it's very relaxing honestly." He said.

I scoffed," and die again? No thank you" I said crossing my hands on my chest.

"There's no chlorine in the water, it's just normal natural water, I'm serious come in" he said nudging me to come.

I shook my head.

"Come on Bella trust me, just get in , nothing is going to happen to you, I'm here, I'm not going to let you drown" he said again.

I sighed and stared at the water, afraid.

I started slowly walking towards the pool , I paused when I reached it and exhaled.

Then I reached out to the stairs and had a quick recap of how I was struggling to hold the railings and someone stopped me.

I had to tell Grey.

I took a deep breath in and put my two legs in the water.

Then Grey helped me holding my waist tight and I got into the water.

It was deep, very deep.

I held onto Grey tighter as I allowed the cold liquid enfold me.

"See, nothing is going to happen" he whispered softly in my ears.

I swallowed hard still afraid.

"Grey" I called out.

"Yeah Baby".

"Someone tried to kill me" I said softly.

He looked at me surprised.

"What?" He asked.

"That day in the pool, when I tried coming out of the pool when I realized I wasn't supposed to be there, when I tried struggling out, there was someone standing at the surface , I don't know if the person was a male or female but the person was blonde.

I couldn't see the persons face well because of the water and because I was drunk.

But then the person stopped me from holding unto the railings twice, and when the person was sure I had lost my breath  and couldn't come out, the person left" I explained.

Grey was quiet, thinking.

"Do you have enemies?" He asked.

"I barely have friends" I said.

"I mean, who in that auditorium could actually want to kill me, and how did the person know I was drunk,or that I had chlorine allergies, who exactly?" I added.

"I'm gonna find out okay? You should have told me this earlier I could have started investigations early" he said.

"I'm sorry, I was just...I don't know. There was a lot to take Care of and I don't know..I forgot." I stressed.

"Hey it's okay baby, it's okay. At least you're safe, don't worry, we'll find the person okay?" He assured and I nodded.

Then I relaxed myself on his shoulders.

"If you had died, i would have reacted way worse than how I did when my mother died" he whispered.

"How bad was it, when your mother died?" I asked.

"They didn't let me know where her grave was, because they knew that I would sneak out at night and go to her grave and dig her body.  Because I didn't still believe that she was dead.

That's how obsessive I can become when I love someone" he said coldly.

"What if I died ?"

He gave a short laugh," you wouldn't even dare try that, I wouldn't even let you die.

But if you actually did, you wouldn't have stayed long in the other world, because I wouldn't have allowed you rest, you'll see me by your grave side everyday, believe me Bella you wouldn't even dare" he said calmly.

"I'm not going to die" I whispered.

"Me neither" he said and smiled.

"Aren't you tired? You had a long day today, you should be asleep" he added, staring at my lips.

His words wanted me to leave, but his actions; the way he held me tight, the way he looked at me said it all, he didn't.

"Naa, this is way better" I said in a whisper.

"You like the water don't you?" He asked quietly, in a very tempting tone.

"Naa, I like the person with me in the water" I said smirking.

He blushed, then slowly let his lips meet mine.

He pulled me closer to him and I did the same allowing our bodies meet.

Things started getting heated between us as Grey's hands started wandering slowly around my body.

Our breath started becoming heavier than usual. This wasn't our usual kiss, this one was different, more heated, more demanding.

Grey pulled away quickly before he could loose control.

"We should go to bed" he whispered.

I nodded and got out of the water and got a towel and cleaned myself.

I started heading towards the hallway when I felt his hands on my waist, he trapped me to the wall his eyes looking darker than usual...lust

His lips started finding it's way to my neck, kissing it softly.

The feeling was so good...

His hands found its way to my ass and grabbed it slowly pulling me closer to his body.

"Please tell me when to stop" his voice came out deep and sexy.

Stop ? He must be joking, I didn't want this to end.

I didn't say anything and he carried me up , wrapping my legs around him.

He pulled me in for a kiss, not that soft kind of kiss, a very rough kiss.

I didn't even realize we were moving until i heard him open our room door.

Wait we climbed the stairs??

I felt him slowly lowering lowering me to the bed.

His lips continued trailing kisses on my neck down towards my breast region.

I felt his hands go under my nightie and before I knew what was happening, it was off my body leaving me naked, completely naked.

Breath Bella, he's your husband, just breath.

His lips continued trailing kisses down from my neck, in between my breasts and down to my tummy.

He kissed my lower abdomen making me shiver.

"Tell me when to stop" he said again and I didn't say anything.

Without warning, I felt his lips in between my legs.

I didn't even realize when I moan slipped out of my mouth.

He didn't stop, it was like it was a go ahead for him.

He was using his cold tongue to drive me crazy.

Fuck, I couldn't even hold it in anymore, I just kept moaning.

He slipped his tongue out and trailed kisses till his lips met my boobs, I moaned again even harder.

I bit on my lips to suppress the moan because it was just too much.

"Take it easy baby I haven't even started" Grey said near my ear, smiling.

Haven't even started???!! And I'm already dead?

My eyes rolled in pleasure as his lips met my boobs again, making my nipples hard.

Where am I, cloud nine??

I closed my eyes and allowed the overwhelming pleasure hit me.

Then he stopped and stretched into his drawer and pulled out a pack of condom.

Remind me to ask him why that's there.

Good thing he thought of that because honestly, I wasn't ready for a baby, at least not now.

The room light was dim so I could barely see anything.

I felt something long and muscular go up my thighs.

I froze....fuck this is actually happening.

"You sure about this" he asked and I nodded.

He slowly went inside me.

First, it was like something was breaking inside, it was sharp and painful.

Then it was replaced with a wave of pleasure in less than a second.

Fuck... this was amazing.

A/N: so here's the thing, i can't write sex scenes, infact this was very cringe to write, I had to get some help from someone.😂

But also, another warning, yes another one ahead and I need help again 😂.

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My eyes slowly opened my eyes again and thoughts of last night flooded my head making me blush.

God I couldn't believe I was so  vulnerable yesterday, I was moaning his name like an idiot. Fuck...it was so fun

"Stop thinking about it, we can just do it again" I heard him tease me and I bit down on my lips to hold the blush.

How did he know I was awake?

He then pulled me to himself from behind and kissed my cheek.

"Good morning" he mumbled

Well unfortunately I couldn't talk, it was like my mouth had been sealed because of too much of screaming last night.

Grey didn't even let me sleep last night, I've forgotten the amount of orgasm I had last night, we went on over and over and over again till I told him I couldn't do it anymore.

I nodded.

"What your lips can't move too? I thought it would only be your legs" he teased again and I bit my lips again.

"If you remain silent again I'm just gonna assume you want another round" he said and I tried running out from the bed but he pulled me back.

"Grey you rapist leave me alone" I said laughing.

" Hmm, didn't look like rape, looked like you were enjoying it , you were begging me not to stop" he teased again biting my ear.

"Leave me alone" I shrieked laughing.

"Naa, I won't" I said again a placed a small kiss on my lips.

"Good morning" I said back.

"How did you sleep?" He asked.

"Well I didn't sleep at all because I certain someone didn't allowed me to" I said.

He smiled Cutely," what was the certain person doing that didn't let you sleep?" he asked

I bit my lips again, fuck this is just too much for one morning.

"Stop biting your lips, it's a total turn on for me" he mumbled in a husky voice.

I immediately stopped and smiled.

"So like wait I gotta ask, how come you've like, never had sex with anyone before I mean your pretty and sexy and all" he asked.

"Well like...I don't know... the thing is like.. guys are well unpredictable and all and I can't... like I didn't want to just give me body out like that and then the next day the same guy is in another lady's bed, that kinda stuff.

And I don't know, I was just scared that, maybe I wasn't just ready" I said looking away from his eyes.

He kissed my cheek again,

"It's okay baby"

"So wait, apart from sex, like foreplay kinds stuff have you done any?" He asked.

I shook my head embarrassed.

His eye opened shocked.

"Blow job?" He asked, I shook my head.

"Handjob?" He asked again, I shook my head.

"Wait, that was your first time getting heads?" He asked again .

I nodded my head slowly shy.

"Fuck Bella, you're such a good girl, you should have told me I would have gone easy on you" he said giggling.

I buried my head in his chest shy.

"Hey it's okay baby, good thing you have me, and luckily I'm not going to work today" he said and then sat up on the bed.

"Sit up" he said.

I did.

"Hand or mouth, choose" he said.

I stared at him surprised,"wait you mean like right now?" I asked.

He giggled," it's so cute when you try to act stupid"

I sighed," okay mouth" I said.

He arched his brow and smirked," you sure you can handle it?". I nodded

Oh please, how big is it that I can't take, I did already last night.

But then, as usual, I'm always proven wrong, he brought out his dick and I shrieked and almost jumped out of bed.

Grey was laughing at me," I thought you said you could handle it" he said laughing.

I stared at his dick shocked, fuck it was huge!! What is this ten inches??.

"Wait this was in me last night?" I said horrified.

Grey continued laughing.

"Bella just calm down" he said recovering from his laughter.

I stared at it scared.

"Okay now open your mouth" he said again and I started whimpering.

He started laughing again,

"Wait is this your first time seeing a dick before?" He asked.

"No it's not, I've seen a whole lot but this?? How does it even fit in your trousers??!!" I shrieked again.

"Baby just calm down it's not going to eat you, you'll love it" he said cooing me.

I took a deep breath in and out.

"Okay" I said.

"Close your eyes, open your mouth" he said and I did.

I felt his dick inter my mouth slowly, it was so huge it could hardly fit inside.

"Fuck" he moaned.

"Open your eyes" he said and I did.

"Use your two hands and hold it, for whatever you think your can, I'll give you the lead" he said again.

This was gonna take a while

A/N:

Hey again, pheeww 😌, we are finally done with that.

And I'm sorry but there will be no longer any sex scene ahead, it was really hard writing this one, believe me😂.

Oh and this book is not about to end anytime soon, so enjoy 🙃.

Love, Ceejhay ❤️