Diego

Bella's Pov

"Grey what the fuck? what happened?" I asked realizing how tensed he was.

He was quiet, calculating what to say.

"Kenzie is around" he said sounding like it was something horrible.

I shrugged, "So? what's wrong if she's around?" I asked tryna understand why he's so tensed that a girl he use to flirt with was around.

He groaned.

"Fuck Bella I don't know how to explain this, but Kenzie is crazy, Asin psychopath kind of crazy" he said.

I still didn't understand.

"I don't understand, what's-"

His phone began to ring, It was Martins.

"Martins you won't fucken believe what-"

"Grey Kenzie is back" Martins said cutting him off.

"I know, I just got a call from her like seconds ago..."Grey said in a creepy whisper.

"Do you think she's?-"

"No dude She can't, I thought of it too, but then she just can't, she knows I'll kill her. She knows what I can do to her, she just can't" Grey said to Martins.

"Grey you know she's freaken manipulative and all...how can she just show up out of nowhere at this very point ... dude" Martins said.

Grey raked his hands through his hair and sighed frustrated.

"Martins look, Kenzie can't do that kinda shit, c'mon please, even if she's the one, what does she want revenge on? and for what? and why would she be out on Bella? she's supposed to be out on me. Why would she fucken take the preggies tests? why would she kill her mom? why exactly? "

"Probably because she was obsessed with you, duhh"Martins said in an obvious tone.

"An obsession that we talked about, we made it clear, no strings attached, what the hell?" Grey said.

"Dude I don't know okay? but she's definitely on the suspect list, and the very first list, just be careful okay? I don't know what she's doing here exactly, just be careful and tell Bella too, I'll be on the lookout"

"Thanks man, I'll see you later today" then, the call ended.

He then turned to me who was patiently waiting for him to start explaining what the hell is going on!!

"Okay look nothing serious, we're just suspecting Kenzie, that's all" he said.

"Why?" I asked.

"I don't know, she's a psychopath, she's mentally unstable, honestly, I don't know okay, I don't want to just jump into conclusions or something, she's been in Italy for years now so I can't say she's the one, just be careful, that's all" Grey said.

I sighed and nodded.

I got out of bed and headed into the shower, allowing the cool water run down my body.

I heard the door open behind me and then it closed.

No wait, locked.

Two arms slid around me, pulling me into it's naked body.

"I missed you" he whispered into my ear.

Just minutes ago he was tensed up about whatsoever and now he's so relaxed.

I don't know why, but something hit me in the head.

"Grey?" I called out.

"Mmhmm" he responded.

"It's been five years now right? since we got married?" I asked.

"Mmhmm"

"You still haven't told me your actual name" I said.

He let go of my waist and giggled.

"Seriously? that's still in your mind?" he asked smiling.

"Yes" I replied.

He held my waist again.

"Okay, just guess" he said.

"Grey I've already done that, like seven different times, and you're saying it's not even English" I complained.

He sighed.

"You really wanna know?" he whispered.

I nodded.

"Diego" he said.

I paused and mentally slapped myself.

of course, why didn't I think of that.

His mother is from spain, obviously.

I turned around to face him.

"Seriously?" I asked.

He nodded.

"So why did you stop using it? I love the name" I said.

He shrugged, "I don't know, that time calling me the name just mess me up all over again so, I told my dad I wanted to change the name and all and he didn't decline..he asked me what I wanted and I said Grey, he asked me why and I said it depicts me...he laughed, but he said it's true. Ever since then , that's the name I've been and always will use, besides,I like it." he said.

"And black whiskey? what about it?" I asked.

He blushed, " Well, it's complicated" he said.

"I'll try to get it" I said.

He paused for a while to think.

"It's about me, or probably was about me, how I was and all. Yeah Tenerife and whiskey, the color is obviously gray, but I chose to see it different...gray is a shade of Black right? so whether or not, it's still black, it just depends on how you see it, that was explained me... how I was... my true definition was black..I was dark and fucked up.. confused and everything...but I didn't want to paint myself completely... that's why I choose to be Grey, forget my eye color, that's actually how I am, but within everything, I'm still dark..."

"But Grey has a touch of white? right? so that white, that must be it, that tiny shade of white can't just make you dark, because within the darkness, there's a touch of white" I said.

"Exactly" he pulled me closer to him.

"That's you, you're the white in my gray that's stopping me from becoming black, it's you, don't you get it? I didn't understand what you were saying that day we first met because I was in darkness, right now you're my light, you're what's keeping me from going into darkness, it's you Bella" he said staring into my eyes.

I leaned forward and kissed him.

If someone had told me earlier in my life that I would meet someone like this that would have total control over my emotions and drive me totally crazy, I wouldn't believe that person, you know why? because I didn't think anyone would drive me this crazy.

Words, his words, how he could collectively put words together and make me go insane.

I've heard sweet talks before, this wasn't one of them, this was different, this was the Truth.

This was one of the reasons why I feared loosing him, because I don't know how to find myself out of him.

I'm lost, too lost... and I know that the only way to get out is to die.

And then I remembered him telling me that if I die, he's gonna break laws in heaven just so we could go there and remain together... even after eternity.

I broke the kiss.

"I prefer Grey Hampton to Diego Hampton" I said staring in his eyes.

"oh really?" he asked smiling.

"Yeah, you know why?" I asked.

"Why?"

"Because I have a place in your shade of Grey" I said and he blushed and carried me up, making me shriek....

Ahh, yes... love