Chapter 1

Two years back...

The bag I held slowly slipped down from my grip, I couldn't even hold the door well, everywhere around me became dark and fussy and I struggled to breathe.

I stood in shock and horror as I watched them... watched HIM!! on MY bed!!!,my bed!!.

I couldn't believe it, they had told me, people had told me, they warned me, I had seen the signs, it was very clear, but I chose not to believe, I chose not to believe not because I was dumb but because I trusted him, I thought he would change, I thought he would finally realize his mistakes and change, but he never did. I was wrong all along!!

After about five minutes of me standing there to witness the horror, they finally noticed my presence.

He moved away from her slowly and stared at me, afraid, confused, frightened.

I took a deep breath in and out and walked out of my bedroom.

"Wait!, Baby please wait, I can explain, I swear it's not what it looks like wait!". He screamed after me, chasing me.

I turned around swiftly facing him causing him to stagger, I looked him dead in the eyes, and he held a bedsheet around his waist.

"Then what exactly is it? Do you want to bring up another one of your numerous lies? That's what she's your sister? your long lost cousin? or no her boyfriend is infertile and you're just helping her have a baby? Which other lie Jacob tell me which???". I was screaming at the top of my voice. This wasn't the first time I had caught him cheating, the times I had seen him with other women, he would always bring up some dumb excuse that even a three-year-old wouldn't fall for. But I chose to ignore just hoping that he would change.

The truth was, I had never caught him red-handed with a woman in bed, I had only seen them come out of dark gloomy corners adjusting themselves and acting like nothing ever happened, seeing a bunch of used condoms in his bedroom every time and caught them doing all sort of bullshit behind my back.

But this, this was just the extreme of it.

He paused and a small smile appeared on his face as he faced the ground

"You're right, I've been lying too much, and I'm tired of it"... He started.

"So I'm just gonna tell you the truth, yes, I've been sleeping with other women, a whole lot, a whole bunch even more than the ones you suspect.

So go ahead, throw me out of your house so I can go home and get along with my life"

The way he said the words so boldly, no fear, no regrets, no remorse. I bit down on my lips to stop myself from being emotional.

"Why...?" I choked out.

"Why the hell would you do this to me"...I began to scream, my voice knowing no boundaries. I continued,

"I picked you from the streets!!, I made you who you think you are today!!

I transformed you from the slum dog you were to the superstar you are today!!

I loved you, why couldn't you just be faithful!!, Why couldn't you just love me back!!!!"

He kept a small smile on his face the whole time.

" And why do you think you deserve my love?

In fact, why do you think you deserve love at all?" He replied calmly.

I stood in amazement at what he just said.

I didn't deserve his love?

Really? I was shaking, it was so hard for me to believe what he was saying.

"And you think you deserved everything I ever did for you?!, the love, the support, the money, everything!???" I screamed.

"Is the money the problem? don't worry, I'll return it.

Look, you knew very that I was cheating, you knew very well so why are you acting like you're ignorant of it?"

"Because I thought you would change your scum!!! , I trusted you so much!!.

I trusted you so much I gave you my everything!! every goddamn thing that I had I gave it to you because I loved you!!"

He sighed and rolled his eyes "look princess, I wouldn't have cheated on you if we used to have sex, yeah yeah you gave me your everything, and what about your body huh?

What was I supposed to do when I have sexual drives and my girlfriend is acting all holy and sinless??" He said.

"Relationship is not all about sex Jacob, it's about love and understanding and- "

"Borriiiinnnnng, everything about you is boring, God I don't even know how I kept up with you all this while," he said disgustedly.

I swallowed hard, anger grew in me like wildfire.

"In case you don't know I'm the one that made you who you are today and I can destroy you too" I threatened with so much hate in my heart.

He smiled cockily.

"Go ahead then princess, do it, Dare you" then he laughed and continued.

"I know you can't do it, you're too nice and you know that.

She let me get this straight into your head. Nobody in this world loves anybody, and no one will ever love you, they Will always want you for your body, no one loves you, princess, they never Will,

You don't deserve their love and if you want to keep up with this act, you're gonna be a spinster till you die.

The reign of Romeo and Juliet's love is over, it's fifty shades baby, you're so immature and childish.

Now I'm grateful for your help and support and for making me who I am, but I'm sorry to say, but I don't need you in my life anymore, I'm fine on my own."

I was about to interrupt him but he continued

" And before you even talk about breaking up with me, I already did that, a long time ago."

Tears clouded my eyes ready to drop.

This was someone I met when he was nothing but a common bodyguard, humble and broken, I brought him into my home, into my life!

I found his potential and brought out the light in him and brought him into the world. And now he has made it, he's dumping me.

I blinked back the tears that threatened to fall, I will never cry over a man.... never!!!

I cleared my throat and spoke firmly

"You and your slut should pack everything you have and own in this building and get the hell out of my house...now!!!!"

He seemed shocked, he had expected me to go on my knees and beg as usual, but I won't, I would never!! Never again!!

I would never beg for love again, he was wrong, very wrong.

I deserve love, everyone deserves love.

It was high time I end the bullshit and be firm for once, I am not gullible.

A/N:

Hey guys, I hope you enjoyed the intro tho.

So this is like my first time writing a book before, and trust me, I have a crazy plot for this book and I want you to try and read this book till the end, trust me, it is Worth it, it is worth your time I promise.

Don't forget to tell me your thoughts on the book and remember to share, vote, and recommend this book to your friends

. And if you're a music lover then trust me, you're going to be singing along to whole lotta songs in this book.

You're not going to regret opening this book and that's a promise.

I love you, Soo much

Love, Ceejhay ❤️