Anaya

I wish I never told those words

he just froze when he heard those words .

I didn't push him, I started talking about food , nature etc just to a change a topic .

The worst can be if the person says they don't love you

but him ,he's making it worse .

He won't look into my eyes , he doesn't touch me

He's distant.

When I asked him if he wants to go back to the beach, he told he as work and indulged in his laptop.

I wonder if he had to do work why bother to come so far.

any ways I walked away , all myself .

I walked on the beach , the sun hitting me

I build my own sand castle

I write our names on the sand

"Ed and An "

i take a picture

i smile at myself .

I never felt this lonely in life .

Atleast I was alone but not lonely .

But now I have him next to me still I feel lonely .

We are in the plane , our way back home .

I stare at the clouds as they pass by

The sky looks bright.

I turn towards him , he typing something.

I lay on his shoulders