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"You need to tell us everything" Haley said, not even paying attention to her lunch.

"Yeah, how could you not tell us you were secretly dating Blake Anderson" Meghan drooled.

"Get over it, it just happened we've been friends and I guess it just happened from there" I lied.

I felt bad lying to my friends but I was a deal between me and Blake. I wasn't going to betray him by telling them the truth, and that would mean me telling them everything.

"But still, you could have told us he was giving you that vibe" Haley frowned.

Almost immediately Blake walked into the cafeteria laughing away with his friends. Of course you wouldn't spot him without Hunter and Daniel by his sides.

His blonde hair kinda wet and messy, with his blue muscle shirt practically glued to his body. They went to get there lunch and turned to face us.

I mentally prayed they wouldn't sit next to us,but then again I'm his 'girlfriend'.

They came right next to us.

Way to go God.

"Hey babe" Blake sat next to me kissing my temple.

I just smiled. I honestly thought this would be easy. And this is exactly why I didn't choose drama for any of my course subject.

"I don't believe we've met, I'm Haley and this is Meghan, we're Gemini's friends" Haley stated with a grin on her face.

"Well Haley, I'm Blake-"

"Oh we know who you are" Meghan mumble.

"Good to know, this is Daniel and Hunter"

Hunter gave Haley a wink.

Meghan was always the shy one she just kept quiet throughout the entire lunch period.

Daniel made conversation with me.

While Hunter just flirted with Haley.

Blake and I had occasional chat about our birthday next week.

I could hardly believe,our past two parties were held at my house so I really had no reason to be at Blake's house. This year on the other hand was just not my luck. It was going to be held in Blake's backyard. Lucky me.

The day went by quiet fast.

I wanted us to go home and forget everything about this stupid plan, but instead Blake decided to follow me home, like legit home. The dude has been in my room for the past two hours.

He was currently spinning on my desk chair while I sat on my bed trying to get some homework done.which is what he should be doing but he doesn't care.

"So are you going to tell your father??" He asked out of nowhere.

"Not yet" I faked a smile .

"How about I tell him?"

"Siege I would kill you" I told him.

Immediately my door flew open revealing a pissed off Capree.

" I guess you're not the only one in your family who doesn't know how to knock" Blake stated.

"Yeah, whatever, Gem I need my crop top"

"What are you talking about?" I was beyond lost right now.

"The pink one I bought last week, you were all crazy over it so I figured you took it" she crossed her arms.

" I don't have it" I told her looking back in my books.

"I know you do, you took it!!" She yelled .

She was really getting me pissed.

I got off my bed and walked up to her.

"Metal mouth for the last and final time, I. Don't. Have. Your. Crop. Top"

And with that I pushed her out my room and locked my door.

I could hear Blake snickering behind me.

"Hey you were a metal mouth too you know' he laughed.

"Yeah, Blake I got my braces removed when I was 12, Capree's 15 for crying out loud" I joked.

It wasn't until 6:30 when Blake left by that time I was already asleep.

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I was sitting on my couch, in my sweatpants pants, and a hoodie, and eating ice cream. I was staring a the screen in front of me.

Ari was at the library while Capree was upstairs doing what, I don't care. Leo was out, and Dad was out with Christina at the doctor.

Did I mention she was pregnant with my little brother?

I was enjoying my movie when I heard the doorbell ring.

Reluctantly I dragged myself off the couch and to the door.

"How can I help you?"

I was taken aback by the blonde God standing in front of me. Of course, it was Blake. I noticed him noticing me and damn I wasn't dressed appropriately to see him. Immediately I could the heat creeping onto my cheeks.

"I didn't know today was movie day" he stated with a grin on his face.

"Whatever, what do you want?"

"I was wondering if you wanted to go out?" He asked.

"No, I'm quite fine, thanks for asking though"

I was about to close the door when he stopped me.

"Can I at least stay here with you?".

I was lonely, not having any company and all.

"Fine" I sighed.

He came inside and we sat there watching a movie under my blanket.

Moments after he broke the silence.

"I know you said we weren't supposed to mention it, but it's the only way to get over it." He said facing me.

"I don't want to talk about it Siege," I said returning my focus to the TV.

" She would've been two this year"

He continued anyway.

"Siege"

"She was gonna be our baby girl"

"You don't know if it was a girl"

The tears started to form in my eyes, blurring my vision.

Before I knew it was crying a river in his chest.

"I know" I cried

"Then why did you do it?" He asked

"We can't have this conversation here, we're not alone," I told him.

"I don't care!" He yelled

It was obvious the tears were ready to leave his eyes.

"Siege we were 16 how were we supposed to take care of a baby?" I yelled.

"Your mom was willing to help us, but you didn't care!" he replied

"And what would I tell Dad?"

"Your mom would have thought of something" he stated.

By this, we were both crying.

"You're just always self-centered, you didn't care about how I felt or your mom!". His chest was heaving up and down. "And you see what happened she died because you decided to abort our baby girl"

"Siege Stop! Just stop it!" At this point, I didn't care if Capree was upstairs. "So you're blaming me for all that happened??"

"It was all your fault Gemini, all yours!!"

"Get Out," I said through gritted teeth.

"My pleasure," he said grabbing his hoodie and left.

I spent the rest of the evening crying. It was my fault, if didn't want to get rid of her mom wouldn't have been in that stupid accident.

Hours later everyone was home. But I wasn't in the mood to communicate.

Leo of course came to check up on me.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

"Is it my fault?" I asked him while hugging my Teddy bear.

The bear Leo bought for Izabella.

"No Gem, it happened"

"Blake was here today, we talked about it," I told him.

"How did it go?"

"It ended with us yelling at each other and a tear bath," I said.

"You guys were here alone right??"

"No... I think Capree was in her room"

It was then I realized the stupidity of my actions.

"Gem is serious, what if she heard"

"I'm sorry it just happened, and I did warn Blake that we weren't alone"

My heart was pounding. Capree and I weren't the best of friends. And to let her have that of a secret over me scared me.

" I'll go talk to Capree ok, you just rest" he kissed my forehead and left.

I felt really bad. Deep down I knew Blake was right.

I looked out my window and I saw Blake looking right at me. He looked so relaxed.

He held up a sheet of paper

' I'm sorry

I smiled because I knew he was.

And I mouthed to him 'Me too'

We texted for the rest of the night, at surprisingly it kinda relaxed me