1st Childhood Arch Thoughts of a mother chap. 2

POV Hibari Kimiko

I was always the youngest in the family, I had 3 older brothers who loved me and an amazing extended family, I was always protected and there was never a problem in my world.

Until one day when I was 12 years old, almost my entire world was torn from me, only my older brother Fon and my uncle Xi'an remained, who died protecting both of us from the enemies with his fire.

Our legacy, the fire of the soul, was coveted by many even more active and competent users, our family was an expert in them, curiously that was our reason for destruction, we were too powerful, dangerous for the balance of power.

We fled and took refuge in Japan.

Where years later I met Hibari Masaru a good man of few words with whom I fell madly in love and my brother approved of.

I remember when I was a child and I would sit on my father's lap, in front of the garden and we would look at the clouds or the stars, it was better when we did a family activity; my father told us stories about the fire of the soul about life, about the flow of the world and its constant changes, about how beautiful they were.

Even the most horrible things because they restore balance, I still remember his voice saying "change is inevitable, it is one of the constants of life, how to face it depends on you" was one of his greatest teachings

Lessons that I carry with me all my life, which helped me endure when I felt alone when I was overwhelmed and when I did not know what to do, accompanied me in the best and worst moments of my life:

+ When my world changed the first time,

+ When Fon my dear brother the only family I had had to return to Hong Kong to protect me

+ When Fon disappeared and I thought I would never see him again and a part of me broke

+ When I returned to see my brother and I was whole again, he had the appearance of an infant, because of a curse that I did not understand at all, but that did not matter to me he was alive and well with that was enough

+ When I met Masaru the love of my life, who despite his exterior was a wonderful man who gave me a new family an entire clan that would protect me

+ When Masaru and fon met (he still doesn't know if that was a good or bad thing)

+ When Masaru asked him to marry him and of course he accepted

+ When your beloved Kyoya was born, his first miracle somewhere in me had resigned me to not having more blood family than my brother, I remember it was just me and Fon against the world and then Masaru and Kyoya joined us.

Two became 4 and we went Fon, Masaru, Kyoya and Kimiko against the world with the backing of the Hibari clan, when I believed that my life was complete, I got pregnant again and life was wonderful

Then the worst step was not the fact that they had attacked us (for some reason that was common for my family), it was the fact that my baby was going to die, my little girl and I don't think there was any way I was ready to That, that I could recover from that change and still my little girl survived and I was never more relieved in my life.

Hibari Meyling was a little thing with a pair of expressive green eyes that she inherited from Masaru's grandmother who was half French, to whom they did not have much hope, they said she would not live more than 1 month but here was her little omnivore like a Masaru and Kyoya liked to call her on her 4th birthday surrounded by her family and clan with a beautiful smile on her face and full of life, bringing out faint smiles from the clan (it was the Hibari equivalent of a laugh and she couldn't be happier.)

The best of all is that my brother would come to visit, he had not seen him since Kyoya was born, he had not told him anything about Meyling, he deserved it for not visiting them for 7 years, his babies needed his uncle, he had to come more often.

Her wish was granted once again, once again her life had a change, her little Meyling did a miracle.