Am i in love ?

As the first light of dawn painted the sky in hues of pink and orange, Alex awakened with a smile on their face. They could feel the excitement bubbling within, for today held the promise of reuniting with Joey, their heart's true companion.

He carefully selected their outfit, wanting to make a lasting impression on Joey. he chose a soft, pastel-coloured shirt that complemented their features and a pair of comfortable jeans that accentuated his figure. he styled his hair with care, letting it fall in loose, natural waves that framed their face.

As he looked in the mirror, a sense of confidence radiated from his eyes. he wanted this day to be special, to create memories that would be etched in their hearts forever. he added a touch of his favourite fragrance, a subtle yet alluring scent that would captivate Joey's senses.

In his mind, he played out various scenarios of their meeting, imagining the joyous embrace, the heartfelt conversations, and the shared laughter. Each thought fueled their excitement, their heart fluttering with anticipation.

As Alex stood before the mirror, adjusting his attire and fixing his hair, a sudden thought pierced through their mind like a bolt of lightning. "Am I in love with Joey?" The question echoed in his head, causing a whirlwind of emotions to swirl within.

He paused for a moment, his gaze meeting their own reflection in the mirror. His heart raced, unsure of what this revelation meant. He couldn't deny the way his heart skipped a beat whenever he saw Joey, or how his stomach fluttered with anticipation in their presence.

Memories flooded his mind—moments shared, laughter exchanged, and the deep connection they felt whenever they were together. They realized that Joey's presence had become an integral part of their happiness, their thoughts consumed by the mere thought of them.

Was it simply an attraction they felt towards Joey? he pondered this question, analyzing his emotions with a curious mix of uncertainty and introspection.

But was it love? he wondered if what he felt was a fleeting infatuation, a temporary attraction that would fade away with time. he couldn't deny the magnetism he felt towards Joey, the desire to spend more time with him, to get to know him on a deeper level.

Yet, there was a lingering doubt that whispered in the back of his mind. he questioned whether what he felt was strong enough to be called love. After all, love was a complex and profound emotion that went beyond mere attraction.

As Alex made their way towards the door, their maids approached, ready to attend to their needs and responsibilities. But today was different. Today, Alex had other plans in mind. With a gentle smile, they addressed their maids, "Please, do not disturb me today. I will be in my room for the whole day."

It was a white lie, Their maids nodded understandingly, respecting their request for solitude.

As Alex stepped outside their house, he took extra care to ensure they went unnoticed by the maids. Slipping through the shadows, he moved stealthily, his footsteps barely making a sound on the pavement. It was important to maintain their privacy, to carve out this day for themselves without the prying eyes of others.

As Alex made their way to Joey's apartment, every step felt like an eternity. his heart raced with anticipation, his pulse quickening with each passing second. The butterflies in his stomach fluttered with excitement, creating a whirlwind of emotions within.

With each stride, his mind wandered to the moments he had shared with Joey, the laughter, the conversations, and the unspoken connection that had grown between them. As he approached Joey's apartment building, his footsteps seemed to echo in the quietness of the surroundings. The world around them seemed to fade away, his focus solely on the door that stood between them and their beloved. his hand trembled slightly as they reached out to press the doorbell, his heart pounding in their chest.

As the door swung open, revealing Joey's familiar face, Alex's heart skipped a beat. The world around them seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of them standing in that doorway. The air crackled with palpable electricity, and their eyes locked in a deep, meaningful gaze.

At that moment, everything else ceased to exist. Alex felt as if they were suspended in time, their surroundings melting away as their focus narrowed solely on Joey. It was as if the universe had conspired to bring them together, to create this magical encounter.

Their gaze held a myriad of emotions—desire, affection, and a profound sense of connection. The room seemed to be charged with an invisible energy, drawing them closer together. Their breaths synchronized, their hearts beating in harmony.

"With a shy smile and a hint of nervousness, Alex greeted Joey. 'Hey,' they said softly, their voice filled with a mix of excitement and apprehension.

Joey returned the smile, their eyes sparkling with warmth. 'Hey, Alex,' they replied, their tone filled with affection. 'I've been looking forward to seeing you.'

A slight blush tinged Alex's cheeks as they responded, 'Me too.