Regret..

" how this all happened.." my next question I shoot them.. all are looking at each other.. and thinking about it who will go first and explain me.. I mean they are the one I have to know that they will tell me.. what happened to Ava.. to my baby sister..  than Amelia nodded at them.. and look at me.. and said..

" it's about 2years ago.. when Ava come here to join her senior year.. " she said to me.. I nodded.. I know why she is come here. because I don't want to know her about my work.. and I thought this place is safe of her.. guess now I am regretting this..

" she didn't know us.. as well as we all.. but our friend Dean he first time see her and he that time falling for her.. that strange we thought it's attraction.. but its not.. Dean drug us to friendship with her.. and we all did.. after months two or three we all become good friend with her.. she's really cute bubble girl.. she always know how to made us smile.. crack joke's .. she really is prankster.. I meant we all loved her. " she said and tear dropped in my eyes..

I know how she is.. she know how to make our days.. how to make joke's and Change mood.. how can I forgot about her.. she's my twin.. I love her so much damn it.. I am missing you little sis..

" Dean is fall for her really hard.. we all told him to confess her but he scared to do.. one day we all having party... after over underground dancing section.. we all go for party.. and than we all meet Stefan.. he's eye's lead on her.. he approach her.. talk with her.. she didn't know about Stefan who's he.. how dangerous he is.. she attracted to him. We all tell her not to talk with him.. he's not that she think.. but she didn't listen to us.. braking Dean heart.. we all angry on her.. and stop talking to her.. she also didn't try to talk to us.. she always with Stefan.. spent lot's of time with him.. they make out in party.. looking at all Dean can't face it.. than we stop to attain party.. and seeing all this.. Hannah go to her.. and fight with her.. and tell her how wrong she is.. and how hurt us doing all of this to front of us.. most Dean.. she just insulated Hannah.. and we all left party.. " Amelia said me.. looking at me.. that I am oky or not.. but I tell her to say continue.. because I really want to know what happened next..

" one day she come to us.. and tell her that how wrong she is.. she know that how that guy dangerous is.. she really wanted to run away from him.. we didn't know what to do.. we also didn't wanted to accept her.. but Dean did.. he take her with her home.. and than she started to live with him.. and than they both get close.. and than one day don't know what happened she run away..." Amelia said..

" Dean and we all try to search her everywhere.. but we didn't fine her.. but than we all saw her with Stefan.. they both are kissing each other.. seeing all this Dean just left that place so did we.. we did talk with Dean.. but he said that Ava confessed that she's feeling for him.. and he saw her with him.. that make him angry.. and he to angry that time.. we all calling her in name's.. it's hurt to looking at Dean.. after that Dean left house angrily.. we stop him to not go there.. but he didn't listen to us.. after that... w-we.." she breakdown... her voice cracked.. what happened next...

" we saw dean's dead body.. he murdered by Stefan.." she said.. and sobbing.. I don't know what to say.. my mind is not working.. I feel numb.. I mean just didn't know what to do.. what to say..

" I am so sorry.." I said to holding her hand.. when I know I also shaking my whole body..

" it's not your fault.. we all blame Ava for this.. for her this stupid stund he dead.. we all hurt.. and heartbroken that time.. Eric found in he's room dairy.. and that dairy he write all this.. and than we found out it's not Ava's fault.. they both are plan to runway to this town.. when Dean know that Ava is pregnant.. that day they are going to runway.. that day all that happened.." Amelia said..

" we all miss them.. we all love both of them.. more than Eric.. they both are best buddy's.. they always spent time to each other.. when Dean had feeling for Ava.. he first tell Eric about this.. after that all change.. we stop to do to underground.. Eric told there man's to take care of them.. we never heard about Ava after that.. we also search her.. but one day Stefan come to us..  searching Ava.. he also threatened us if we didn't told him where is she.. he will kill one by one our friends like he killed Dean.." Hannah said..

" we didn't know that Ava had drugs.." Nicky said to me.. they all are looking at me.. to answer that.. what I said to them.. what happened to her.. how the all happen to her..

I already hate myself more that because of me she can't save her child.. because of me she dead and also her baby.. who's her love's one give her the gift..

Thinking all this I never see that Eric come stood front of me.. and sitting he's knee holding my hands..  looking at me crying.. I can't just tell them.. what happened to her after... how I just explain them.. she runway to us to start now life.. no matter what.. she know that how Stefan kill Dean.. no matter what..

All thins thing.. she hide from us.. she didn't even tell us.. how she broken.. she always talk to me.. crack joke's like nothing happened to her..

How she face all this.. but didn't even try to tell me.. why ava.. why you didn't tell me..

" are you oky.. " Eric finally said to me.. I looked at me.. tears can't stopping to my eye's..

" how I am feel oky.. when I know all of this.. she's.. she's my best friend.. she always share things to me.. how I am oky with this.. she hide thing's.. she live with us like nothing happened... she didn't even tell us that.. she... she's having baby.. I lost both of them... you think knowing this I will be oky.. fine.. huh" I said to him.. and broke down.. cried... sobbing..

He come and hug me.. console me.. try to stop me.. telling me things that it's oky.. telling me sorry about what happened.. I hug him back tightly..

I didn't know that all are looking at us.. after I stop crying.. I still didn't let him go.. hug him tightly.. I needed him... I just don't wanted let him go.. he's feel warm.. comfortable.. relax...

After that I know that all are also here.. we both are not alone.. we both broke the hug.. he pull back himself.. and back off..

" are you oky.. " Amelia said to me.. I looked at her.. and nodded..

" we all sorry for this.. but we can't just go back.. And save them.." Sofia said to me.. maybe.. I wish that I can go back.. and Change all past.. but it's done is done.. now it's never change..

" so about Stefan.." Logan said.. first time he speaks.. and looking at me..

" I will kill him... I will finish he's all empire... I will get my ravage... what he did.. he will get he's ravage.. Its my promise to you guys.. I will never forgive him.. " I said to him dangerously... in my clam voice..

" it's not easy that you thinking.. we all are here form last one year.. we also try.. it's not that we never try.. but it's than he had connection..  and he has big gang.." Matt said to me..

" we need man.. who work with us.. and they all are best in shooters and fighting.. we have to make our own gang.. in all this.. after that we can all beat him.." Noah said to us.. all are nodded.. but I am still not agree on this..

" no we don't have to.." me and Eric said in same time to my surprise.. we both are said same thing.. we both look each other.. and all are look both of us..

" we didn't need anyone.." Eric said to them.. and nodded to me.. same did i..

" we are enough to beat them.. we just have to train little.." I said to them.. all are looking at me wild eyes.. and Eric nodded.. and agree with me..

" it's our ravage.. and we will do it in over own.. I don't trust anyone.. accept us." I said to them.. they all are looking each other in blank face.. and thinking about it..

" when me and rose both are fight with 6man's who's so strong.. what if we all be on do it together.. and finished Stefan and there man.. it's not big deal we can do it guys.." Eric cheer them up..

" he's right.. we can beat there asses.. " Nicky said..

" show them that we are not weak.. we also fight back.." Hannah said..

" and we will finished them.." logan said with smirk..

" mission killing Stefan is on than.." Sofia said.. looking all of us..

" hell yeahh.." jordan and Matt said..

" always ready for that.. "I said..

" it's ravage time" girls said..

" I will kill them one by one in piece.. " Eric said..

After that we all are sitting there.. and girls are telling me story's about Ava.. how she prank in school.. boys are gone for arranging tomorrow's all underground things..

When they come.. we ordered food.. it's evening 5o'clock.. I have to go to dorm.. and talk with girls.. they are worried about me.. no matter what..

" I have to go to academy.. my friends are worried about me.. " I said to them.. all are looking at us..

" if you wanted to stay you would you know.. we don't mind.. we already started liking you.. " Noah said to me.. I smiled at him.. they all are nice guys.. no matter what.. I feel it.. no matter what.. Ava was lucky that she had friends like them..

" you all are nice... I mean I also really want to spend time with you guys.. half day gone.. they all are I mean my friend's waiting for me.. mad at me.. I have to explain them.. you don't know guys.. they are dangerous more than Stefan.." I tease them..

" it's guy friends or girl friends.." Noah asked me..

" it's all girl's.. and we all are like you know sisters.. we have friend's with boy's.. but we always hang out without guy friend's.. we all enough to each other.. " I explained them.. thinking about last party.. how we all are enjoying.. and freely talking sharing to each other..

" oohky.. why don't you brought them here.. someday.. we all are hangout.." Logan come up with idea.. all are agree with her..

" sure I will one day.. they also bagged me to.. how about next week.. we having function in our academy.. why can't you guys come and saw our performance.. " I come up with that plan..

" girl's likes to meet you.. when I told them about you.." I said to them..

" also I have meet here some friend's.. Keith and her boyfriend Mike and Bailey she's good dancer.." I said to thinking about them.. I smiled.. they are good friends..

" ohh you made friend's here.. " Amelia asked me..

" yeahh I did.. Michael and Parker.. they also cute guys.. by the way I also meet some girls.. who has crush on Eric.. I mean not crush but obsessed with Eric.." I said to them.. and Eric first time looking at me.. and rise he's eyebrows.. and all are laughing..

" he's our good bad boy.. who can't interested in girls.. sometimes I thought maybe he's gay.." Hannah said.. and all are laughing.. and he just give her glear at her..

" wow.. I mean they girl's also say like this.." I tell them.. and he look at me.. and than we all are laughed looking at funny face..

" you are going right.. " Eric said.. literally snap me.. with smirk..

" yeahh thanks to remind me.. well guy's.. c yaa soon.. maybe I will come tomorrow again.. meet them.. you also join me tomorrow.. "i said to them.. they all are stopp and silent looking at each other.. I don't know.. I know after that they all are stop party.. having enjoy.. but that's not fair.. they have to moved on..

" we will come.." Nicky said.. with smile.. I smiled at her.. and than I left ...

I forgot that Eric brought me here.. how can I go to my academy.. reaching parking lot I remember this..

When I turned to again tell them to say if one of help me drop.. Eric already standing there with smirk..

" need a  ride.." I rolled my eyes.. and nodded.. and here we go..