ch 22. always joon

yoongi and tae avoided each other like a std! but the thing with jimin, brought them together again at yoongis room.

awkwardly they stared at each other.

"look...we dont know what ..." tae started. "we know what happened. we fucked. i fucked u, u fucked me" yoongi stated calmly. tae sighed. "yeah.... we did... didnt we" "what now?" "i dont know. i cant remember" "i meant jimin" "oh" "woah... u thought of doing it again?!" "i .... maybe?" "u really think i will let your tiny, dirty dick near my ass again?!" yoongi was surprised. "what u mean with tiny?! i am not tiny! u maybe, but not me" "oh, yeah, thats why your ass hurt so much" "who said that?" "u did! u whined all day!" yoongi mocked and crossed his arms. tae stood up furious and fumbled with his jeans, opened them and shoved a hand into his boxers, came up with his dick again. right infront of yoongis face.

"u call that tiny?!" tae smirked. yoongis eyes got bigger than ever. "fuuuck.... and that thing was in me?! the hell? wow.... jimin is a hard ass!" tae nodded proudly. yoongi scoffed and stood also up, pulling his sweats down and presented his playstick.

"u dont wear underwear?" "just had a shower" "good size" "i know" "u are thicker than me" "yeah... i am" "thats why my ass hurt! not from the length!" tae bent down a bit, to get a closer look.

"as u are down there, dont u wanna give me a blow job?" yoongi joked, but flinshed, when he felt taes tongue on him. "hey! i...i..." tae pushed him onto the bed, spread yoongis legs and went on crazy.yoongi didnt know what hit him.

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jimin enjoyed his alone time. he went where he wanted, did what he wanted to do, without having to think about a partners interests. after 2 weeks, he called joon again.

"i did what u suggested me to do" "good" "sorry for pestering u with my drama" "ok?" "do u wanna talk with me about your problems?" joon sighed and shook his head. "why not?" "ugh... cause u are one of them" "wha? i am one of your problems? but i am single now" "oh jiminie.... it takes more, just to be alone for some time" "but i try here really hard. u have to get me credit for it!" joon hissed pissed. "just because u started to live your life, it doesnt mean...." "joon!" "what!" "i love u. u are my best friend" "thats the problem, jiminie. i am always only your friend. u never .... u know what? just let us forget everything and let us talk, when we have vacation again" "u ...what? joonie?! do u...do u love me?" "always have" "seriously love me?" "did i speak spanish?" "but...but.... u are my best friend" "so?" "why didnt u told me?" joon sighed and shrugged. "i...i wouldnt forced u to be my first... i wouldnt complained or tell u about my boyfriends"

jimin was shocked and devestated. he thought about the times he cried about his drama to joon. he must hurt him a lot of times, without knowing it. he hurt his best friend. he asked him to fuck him, to teach him how to do it. he hurt him!

tears ran down and he gasped for air. "u never told me!" jimin cried. "i couldnt. i wanted to confess the night at the club, but u had tae over" "oh my god! i am so sorry!" joon gave a bitter smile. "its okay, jiminie. i am over it" jimin flinshed. "u dont love me anymore?" he whispered. "not anymore like this, only as a friend" joon knew that he lied. he saw jimin inflating. he felt bad, but it was better this way. jimin first needed to know what he wanted in life. "oh...okay... but u are still my friend?" his voice was so small, joon almost gave in, but he needed to stay strong. "i am still your friend" jimin gave him a small smile "thats why u were so eager to play boyfriend on the vacation where kook and i broke up" joon looked surprised. "yeah. i thought....maybe" "i am so sorry, joonie. i am really stupid. i should have known!" all little subtle things joon said, did, came into jimins mind. yeah, he should have noticed, but he was so butt deep into his own drama, that he didnt.

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"hobi?! where the hell is kookie?" "study in the libary" "oh....will he come back after?" "i dont know" "i miss him" "i know. its.... shitty" "i thought u are okay with your arrangement?!" "i am, its just... we are room mates. i miss us. we were great together" "hmm, sometimes something needs to end for something other to start" "oh u wise old man" jin slapped hobis head. "u brat! now get ready!" hobi laughed and sat down infront of the mirrow. "something other to start.... we will see"

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pearls of sweat made their way down yoongis body. he panted hard for needed air, stretched out on the bed, arching his chest up, pressing his head back into the matress. he felt awkwardly good. tae did a good job. only the length of his dick was almost too much for yoongi. he pressed his lips together to a line, tried to be silent. but tae wanted to hear him, at least something for his hard work!

he leaned down, stared into yoongis eyes. "fucking give sounds out! i am giving u my best! show me something!" yoongi gave him a whine, what made tae smile. "thats good! give me more!" he thrusted deeper and faster. finally yoongi let himself go. "fuuuuuckk...." he whined again. tae was satisfied.

how they ended like this? not even they knew. tae teased him, before yoongi could react, tae gave him the best blow job, after it, worked his balls and hole. than something happened.

"i am .....gonna.....shit....." yoongi husked out. "hold it in" "caaaaaant" "u can!" he squeezed yoongis base, what yoongi didnt like. "dont.....oh please let me come!" "no! not yet" "tae....tae....fuuuuck.....it hurts, it hurts" "i know" tae licked his lips, got out of yoongi, what he complained with a lot of curse words, only to get turned over, body over the edge of the bed, the head almost on the floor. tae bit his lip and pushed back into yoongi. this new angle was too much. yoongi almost yelled taes name over and over again. tae showed no mercy. he fucked him harder by the second, held his dick still hostage. yoongi was crying by that point. he wanted to come so bad. "almost there" tae husked. with some more hard thrusts, he released yoongis dick, which went wild and twitched hard, spread his juice all over, tae came too.

panting like idiots, they layed where they were. yoongi dangled from the bed, tae on his back on the bed, held yoongis legs, so he wouldnt fell down.

"fuck, this was amazing! hey?! u okay?" he looked to yoongi.

"i am gonna kill u"

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jimin felt so guilty. after his call with joon, all fell down. he hurt his best friend for years and he never complained. joon listened to all his problems, never complained. joon was his first, they didnt fuck, but made love and he, jimin, never noticed the diffrence. he didnt noticed, how joon made sure, that he felt good. it was always joon.

always joon.....