ch 21. two boyfriends aka yoongi vs tae

it was time to say goodbye and drove back to their unis.

tae brought jimin to the entrance of his building and leaned in, to kiss him. "if it gets too hard, call me and i pick u up" "okay, thanks tae"

jimin took a deep breath and opened his door. to his surprise, yoongi was already there, sitting on his bed and looked serious. jimin gulped and put his bag on his bed.

"hey" "hey" silence.

after some minutes, jimin started to unpack his things, yoongi stood up and startled jimin. "we need to talk" "i dont wanna talk. u made it clear, that ... what happened, yoongi?! why are u such an asshole?!" yoongi grabbed jimins hands and pulled him close. "i am an asshole. i needed time jimin" "for what?! and u couldnt tell me, cause?" "listen! u are the first i let in, okay? u are the first, i let my guard down. .... and i wasnt.... prepared for that... i was confused why and from all, why u. i needed time to think and figure it out" "great... at least u could tell me, that u needed time. but no! u just broke up with me" "i didnt!" "yes, u did! no word from u, no call, never picked up, when i called u! thats the deffinitation of breaking up with someone, yoongi!"

yoongi sighed. "i know i was.... an asshole. we established that, but... i couldnt talk with u. it would made me more confuse" "confuse my ass. we had a great time! we talked so much! i missed u greatly before the vaction, but...." "i ignored u, i know and i am so so sorry" jimin just scoffed and sat down on his bed. he rubbed his face. "shit..." yoongi sat next to him.

"how was your holiday?" jimin looked away from his hands, into yoongis face. he was conflicted. he loved to touch and kiss him right there, but... "i slept with tae" yoongi flinshed away. "what?!" "he.... he drove to my house, all of the sudden and invited himself over. and after u ignoring me for weeks, .... everybody said, that u broke up with me. tae was there, we talked, he was there for me, when i cried after u. and..... one thing after another, i slept with him" "are u together now?!" yoongis eyes were big. jimin gave him a shallow nodd.

yoongi stood up and walked in circles. "but.... i love u!" yoongi bursted out. "what?!" "u heard me" "a bit late, dont u think?!" "i am not exepting this! u and tae! u are still MY boyfriend!" "i am not. u... broke it off" "just cause your fucking friends told u crap. i was not breaking us up. i just needed time to figure all out and that i love u. i never fell in love with anyone, jimin!" "are u insane?! u hurt me!" "i said that i am sorry!" jimin scoffed at him. "asshole...." tears fell down.

"what now?" they calmed down and sat on their beds. "what, what now?!" "i need u" yoongi whispered. "fuck.... but i am with tae now. i just cant trow him away and be with u again!" "give me his number" "what?! NO!" "jimin! i just wanna talk to him" "shit... here. but give me time to give him a heads up" yoongi nodded.

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yoongi called him and they met.

"whats going on? are u mad, cause jimin is mine now? i wont budge! i love him"

"so do i"

tae sighed. "he told me"

yoongi nodded.

"i need him" tae stated.

"so do i"

"i am his boyfriend" tae stated angry.

"so am i" yoongi shrugged.

"no, u are not"

"i never broke it off, he just thought, so.... we are at a pat situation"

"fuck..... "

"i have a proposal"

"what is it?"

"we share" yoongi whispered.

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after joon drove away, kook and hobi felt .... empty. their lives got back to their routine and again, they had trouble. kook spent more time with his studies, hope more in the club, they barley spoke or saw each other. they drifted apart without talking about it, or doing something against it.

"we need to talk" "i know" "what should we do? i still.... love u" "me too, but... maybe we should be friends again?" kook nodded with tears in his eyes. they changed jins bedroom into kooks and it was still sad, it also made them relieved.

like this, the great era of kookhope was ending. but they still stayed friends.

jin was crying, he really felt sad. his favourite people broke up and he was so happy in his relationship with paul.

so they made sure, always be there for sunday lunch at jins new home. after some weeks, it was funny again.

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joon was back. he hated it. he missed his friends and jimin....noooo noooo noooo! "u need to get over him! no more jimin!" joon whispered to himself. but it was so hard!

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jimin sat nervously infront of the two guys and waited. they told him, that they had found a solution. no more problems.

"so... shall we begin?" tae smiled. "cut the crap! tell me" jimin scoffed and crossed his arms. yoongi sighed. "we are gonna share u. we made even a weekly schedule for us" "u are fucking kidding me!" jimin jumped up. "what on earth..." tae pressed a hand on jimins mouth to shut him up.

"its a brilliant idea for all of us! we can have u, u can have us and we dont have to fight for u" tae explained. jimin gulped, they really meant it!

he pushed taes hand away and sat down again. "to be clear.... u both are my boyfriend?" they nodded. "and u have a schedule, when i meet up with one of u?! or spent the day and....night... with one of u?!" "a perfect plan" yoongi stated. "everybody will be satisfied" jimin scoffed. "and u will be veeeery satisfied!" tae smirked. "are u both insane? my dance career will go down the drain, cause of both of your dicks!" yoongi and tae looked at each other and nodded. "u will see, it will all be great!" "i doubt that!"

it took the boys a few days, to convince jimin, but in the end he gave up. he loved them both.

but he made some changes on their schedule! in the end, he was the one who would be more "used" in this trio!

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it took some adjustment, but it worked. they got used of sharing jimin.

"where u wanna take him tonight?" tae sipped on his coffee and looked at yoongi. "i wanted to try out the new soup resturant" "oh, the soups are fantastic!" "u already been there?" "no, i heard it from a friend" "hmm... u think he will like it?" tae nodded. "yeah, he will. just make sure he eats. u know how he is, when a show is comming up" yoongi sighed. "i know that too good. he didnt ate for weeks the last time. almost fainted on stage" "we really need to take care" yoongi nodded. "ah, dont forget his doctors appointment on wednesday! normally i drive him and stay with him. he gets always so nervous" "oh, okay....wednesday....good, i have time. i will sit and make sure, he wont run away" suddenly yoongi laughed.

"what?" "its just.... shit, this looked like a meeting, where divorced parents discuss their childs schedule!" tae thought about it and grinned too. "yeah...shit!"

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some would say, that jimin was so lucky. two handsome men took care of him, but for him, it was almost too much. he wanted to be alone sometimes. he wanted to be in charge of his own life. but he loved those two men. he didnt want to choose and hurt one of them. they were so important to him.

he skyped with joon and explained his dilemma. joon just shook his head and sighed. "fuck, jiminie! in what mess did u put yourself into again?!" "but...." "u have a voice and a brain. why cant u just tell your oppinions of it to them?! u are not weak. u are strong. say something for fucks sake, if u are not happy with it" "i know.... dont get me wrong" "jimin! u are always get drive over. they made a plan for them to be happy, but didnt asked u, just presented u with the finished product. its your life too, u know?!" "u sound like if i was a baby" "u behave like one! u let otheres dictate your life and i am so over with it"

"why are u so mean to me?!" "cause u always manouver yourself into fucking stupid situations! and than cry to me, cause u dont see an exit out of it." "but u are my best friend, joonie!" "and u are a grown up! u need to be in charge of your life, jimin! why is it always so.... argh! if i would be with u right now, i would slap the hell out of u!" jimin flinshed back at joons hard words.

"u are not a teen anymore. u have experience with relationships. u know what u want and not and still u are behaving like a fucking child. i will not play your knight in shining armor anymore! i have my own problems. did u ever asked me about them? did u know that i spent a week with kook and hope? that we fucked our brains out? that i liked it? no, u were too busy with one of your fucking boyfriends. but when u have a problem, u contact me and whine about it. i have it here!" joon pointed over his head with his hand. "u are fucking selfish! spoiled and stupid! start your fucking life, jimin! its time" joon disconnected them and let his tears out.

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jimin was stunned, hurt and shocked. his best friend was angry with him and said some ugly truths about him. he cried and went on a walk. he needed to clear his head.

he knew that joon was right. he was selfish, he let them stomped over him and he never....

"shit... shit! SHIT!!!!" he yelled, ignoring the funny lookes of people. jimin was pissed. he knew he had to change!

later that day, he had a date with tae. jimin was determind, he would have sex with each of them for the last time, than will inform them, that he needed a break to find himself again.

with that in mind, he kissed the life out of tae. his heart hurt, cause he really loved them both.

"not that i like your bossyness, but.... whats going on?" tae held jimins face in a lock. "i thought u would like me a bit more agressive?!" tae looked surprised. "okay.... do as u want"

jimin sighed. his eyes never left taes face, he wanted to inprinted all in his brain. his beautiful force of tae. with force he rode him, enjoyed tae for maybe the last time. his senses were highwired, his voice was loud, his body trembled greatly. taes hands felt so hot on his skin. almost pissed, he yanked tae by his hair up to him and kissed the air out of his body.

jimin gave tae no moment to relax or to get air. he used him all night and they fell asleep in the morning hours.

one man down, one to go.

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tae didnt understand jimin that night. not that he would complain, but he was diffrent. it wasnt the usual jimin, that was a monster!

he was sore, his muscles hurt, even if he just tried to sit down. he tried for a day, to figure out, what was wrong, but in the end gave up. jimin would tell him eventually. he hoped.

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yoongi was stunned. jimin never let go of him. as soon as they finished, jimin would again fire him up and again, would initiated another round. he couldnt get enough. yoongi never seen him like that. he felt pain in his hips, his dick was already sore, but he couldnt resist his jimin.

"please, let me breath for some minutes" "no..." jimin whined. "whats with u? did u throw in a viagra?" "no, i dont need that" "shit... ugh, i am drenshed in sweat" "and cum" "yeah, thank u for reminding me" jimin chuckled. "hey! my ass is full of u, so stop complaining" yoongi shook grinning his head. jimin sat in his lap, hands on yoongis dick. "again" "fuck...." yoongi moaned.

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after that, jimin moved to a friends apartment. told the boys he needed time for himself and cut all communication.

yoongi and tae were defestated and confused. they didnt understand, why jimin was like that all of the sudden.

after a few days, they met.

"did u heard from him?" "no, u?" "nope" "shit, tae. whats going on?" "i have no idea, but we should let him figure out, whatever it is" "i miss him" "me too. fuck... now i know why he had no end the last time we fucked" "oh? same with me. i was so sore the next few days" "me too.... u think..." "ah shit. yeah, it was a goodbye for now" "so we wont get any jibooty the next weeks?" "i think so" "fuck"

they drank a lot, drowned their sadness in alcohol and stumbled back to yoongis room, cause it was closer. tae couldnt drive anyways. they giggled and finally fell onto one of the beds.

"shit, i am loaded!" yoongi tried to get his eyes in control. they seemed to be going into diffrent directions. tae giggled. "dont....puke...dont wanna...clean" "is myyyy rooommmm...idddddiiiooo" yoongi slurred. tae sat up and looked around, layed back down. "riighh... fuuuuuckkkk.... tell the room to stobbb turnin..." he whined. yoongi tried to scoff, but his lips werent working properly, drool spilled out instead.

he turned with a groan on his side, tae did the same. tae chuckled. "u drooooollliinnnn lig a baaaabyyyyy" he teased yoongi. "hm..." yoongi tried to wipe his mouth, but only hit taes nose instead. "owwwww" "ssssooooy" he tried to pat taes face, but failed. tae was closer now with his face and tried to see clearer, but... he was too drunk.

"u haaaavvvv eyeesss" "i nnooo" "sessssyyyy eyssssss" "hmmm" their lips touched. and as a strange button was pressed, they fell over each other like animals.

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"how was your day?" "was okay, busy" kook murmured from his computer. "are u going to the club this week?" "maybe, if i get this project done...oh fuck, what now?!" he hammered on the board. hobi chuckled. "dont torture the computer! u need it" "i know...fuck windows!" he huffed and turned in his chair. "sorry. how was your day?" "not really interesting...oh! they opened a new teahouse down the road" "oh? is it nice or the cheap kind?" "noooo! really nice! furniture, the china, the prices" "any sweets?" "u gonna love it!" kook gave him a big smile. "nice! wanna go?" hope nodded. "just give me time to change" "be ready in 5! i need my candy!" hope laughed and walked to his room.

in all, he thought, it worked really good, since they were only friends. sometimes they would fuck, but.... it was diffrent. hobi only was sad, cause they were great together and that this relationship didnt worked out, as he had hoped.

but better be friends, than nothing.

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tae woke up with great pain. everything hurt. slowly he opened one eye and tried to see a thing. veeeerrryyyy slowly he moved his head and it took him some moments to see where he was and what made his chest heavy for breathing.

he saw green hair and tried to figure out, to whom they belonged. as he stroked them, slowly an image came in his mind.

"shit!"

the head under the hair moved and two eyes looked up to him.

"shit!"

"what happened?" tae asked yoongi. "how do i know" "u feeling like shit too?" "yeah... everything hurt" "here too" "i will never drink that much again ever" "ha... we always say that" "hmmmm" "lets stay like this and sleep more" "okay"

it took them some time, after they woke up again, to figure out, what the hell happened. and they were shocked.

yoongi had a disgusted face, when he cleaned the cum from his butt and legs, where it was running down. tae was also not so happy with his finding of yoongis cum, running out of his hole. they were confused, didnt talk much and tae got the hell out of the room asap.