Chapter Three(The Fight.)

'Babe can we leave the party? I'm tired. I want to go back to my place.' I ask Chris who is busy talking to the boys. 'Sure babe. Can you give me five minutes and I promise we are going to leave.' 'Okay. I'll be waiting down here.' 'I'm going to talk to Alex I'll be back real quick.' He says, gives me a peck a rushed upstairs.

It's been twenty minutes since he told me that. I try calling but he doesn't pick up so, I go up to find him. I walk straight to where I know Alex was last seen and found Chris seated with some girl and I see her kissing him and dry humping him. I am a jealous girlfriend but I'm a rational one. I know that everyone has an explanationso I wait for his all the time. Every fucking time I see him with his lips attached to another girl. 'Hey babe, it's been past the five minutes. Should I leave you here to have fun?'

He looks at me and doesn't bother to take the girl off of him. 'This is Zayla. She's my new friend. Zayla meet Jade.' He says and I smile. 'Hi. Nice to meet you but sadly i cant stay for long. Have to go. See you guys later. Bye.' I say and walk out of there. Luckily the place is real close to my place so, I walk back to my dormitory and go to my room. I have lectured early tomorrow and do not want to be dozing off. I change and lie down on my bed. I almost fall asleep when I hear a bang on my door. I open it to find Chris standing there with his eyes red and panting. 'Jeez. What is wrong with you? You gave me quite a scare. What happened?'

'What did Jason do to you?'he asks and I understand his mannerisms now. 'Oh. That. It was nothing really. He was messing around and I put him in his place.' 'You call him hitting in you messing around?' 'Yeah. And he just told me he loves me so i don't think that is hitting on me. Besides I didn't think it was of so much importance.' I say brushing it off.

'You didn't think I was important enough to know about this?' Chris asks me as I keep trying to explain. 'No. I said i didn't think the information was so important that i had to tell you.' I argue my point. 'You are a worrywart. That is why I didn't tell you that Hason was hitting on me. I felt that I could deal with it. And I did exactly that so why dont we just forget all about this and move on?' I ask exasperated.

'I get you but you are my girlfriend and I am supposed to know every bit of information whether you deem it important or not. That is for me to decide.' He says which gets me mad.

'Well, am I entitled to that same thing?'I ask patiently waiting for the answer he gives. 'Of course. Babe you know everything there is to know.'

'Do I?' I ask and he gives me a puzzled look. 'Come on. You know everything. I tell you myself. I do not leave any information to myself.' 'Mmm... interesting. Well, how about the teeny tiny bit of information that has to deal with Rome?' His eyes go wide and he starts to shake his head.

'Babe. No. I was going to tell you.'

'Oh really? When? On your flight to Rome? Or the moment you arrived there? Or were you planning a great plan that will result in us breaking up?' Well don't worry about it because I think we are done. You couldn't tell me that. And you plan actually worked and guess what, I hooked up with Chris the same way you hooked up with what's her name again, Zayla.'

'I didn't hook up with her.' He says with gritted teeth. 'Well the dried cum on your pants is saying otherwise. And just so you know I don't give a damn what you do with your life because I am sick and tired of this relationship. You cheat. I forgive you and take you back and you do it again. And again. I am tired of this cycle. Yeah the sex is great but please I wii rather go with someone who loves me than someone who thinks he does. Now would you be kind enough to leave me in peace. Leave. I dont ever want to see you near me. Please '

'I'm sorry for all of the cheating and hurting you. But the truth is I love you. I would always do.' He says and i shake my head. 'No you don't live me. You love the idea of me. The idea that there is someone who loves you so much that no matter your flaws, no matter what ever you do to hurt that person, she will still love you. Well, I do. I love you so much that it hurts. But guess what. I know I'm not going to be able to be that girl that waits no matter what. I am moving on. Going to learn how to love someone else. Thanks for all the good times we had. I will forever cherish it. I'm so glad we are going to graduate in a few months. Bye. Know please, get out of my room and life.' I say and wait by the door for him to get out. He walks out and I shut the door. I close all the doors that will lead me to him. I have ended our relationship. I have broken everything between us. We had a relationship where the trust had already been lost. I am free. Free of anymore hurt.