A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet
" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain " Just like that we were , and we met . For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for . He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me " I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away . He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena " We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .
Fancy you
That night no one was left in the chat awake but me and Him .
my Sister Shay wasn't online the whole day so Her bestfriend Dina was the one in the chat , but she also announced that she will go to sleep since she is sleepy already .
Is it was only Me And Him ...My Atlas .
not to lie I liked it but at the same time I was afraid and nervous I might ruin it since it's just the two of us , so I tried to be understanding and not leave him embarrassed to leave the chat as well so I said to him :
_ Well , since your friend Dina left the chat as well , I think it better I let you go chat with some of your friends.
_ wait what ! who said that's what I want ?
_ well you don't have to feel embarrassed and take permission to go ...I mean your friend is dina after all , and she just left , so you might not find it interesting to stay and talk here .
_ are you trying to push me away indirectly?!
_ what !? nooo , never ...I mean I was just trying to be understanding.
_ well you look like an overthinker , so I'll make it short and simple for you ...No , I don't want to go and chat with my other friends, if I wanted to I would've already left .
I swear my heart skipped a beat on his last words .
does that mean he wants to talk to me more !? is he interested!?
oh nooo Reena don't overthink this ..he is just trying to be the nice person he is .
_ so... aren't you sleepy yet ?
_😕there you go again ...are you really trying to push me away or what , you should've just said you are the one who doesn't wanna talk .
_huh! nooo , I think the one who's misreading this whole thing , I was just wondering since you're still up and it's midnight.
_ well I can't sleep , so I just got out the house to breath some fresh air . I love night outs .
_ ooow , so do I . but it's passed midnight and it's dangerous to be out there alone in this city full of crimes .
He sent me a live picture of a car window meeting the outside view and replied:
_don't worry , I'm not alone . I'm with a friend in a car .
and There goes my overthink and understanding combo again :
_ well then , I guess I should leave you to chat with your friend :)
_There you go again , I told you not to overthink.
_well I'm not overthinking, I'm just being understanding, since you are out there with a friend you guys should be chatting no ? and I don't wanna be an annoying distraction.
_ haha , I swear you are something, well thanks for being understanding, but me and my friend are both holding our phones and doing our own thing , so no thanks , I don't wanna chat with him , I rather be here and chat with an interesting someone .
Oh My God ! what do I do now ? my heart is gone .