Chapter 3 The Letter
Love yourself and you'll eventually meet your true love only then you'll encounter a deep relationship with yourself along with his soul and Universe. I always craved for love which will imprint his mark on my soul love deeper than the ocean so deep that it'll consume me completely. He grabbed my heart in his intense love. In the middle of this roller coaster ride while I was giving a second thought to my feelings he felt the same in a heartbeat, this was the difference between us. This was something wanted by fate and the Universe against all odds. (Nalini's word on love.)
I and he were odd pieces of a puzzle that was never meant to fix together, ignoring the whole truth we stick knowing our fate. His Eternal Love (A Dark Love From Wicked Heart.)
In flashing eye-piercing light with loud music is being played and the Dj shouts and the next song is for the lovely lady in red. It's a rave party and I know she is here just to forget him but this won't be an option for her. I unlocked my phone to see any message only finding the conversation left at the unsettled arguments. Here we both are celebrating our pain in different ways we both knew that it is coming and life will take a different turn now. I kept the phone releasing a deep breathe knowing that he is not coming back and takes a sip of my drink looking at the dance floor where a blonde girl who used be a cheerful girl, my friend, my sister from childhood, all dolled up in red shimmer short dress moving seductively with a hot guy. I know she wants to get buried her pain in the loud music but it was futile. She turns and bites his earlobe and giving an evil look to me.
"You are a bitch" I mouthed the sentence sitting near the bar watching her, she gives a wink with an evil smile to me.
"Ummm I love you." The red dress girl said hugging tightly the guy.
"Really." He looks like awestruck with her statement.
"Yes." She said and turns her back rubbing her butts against him.
"I'm ready to spend my entire life with you, only you. Now kiss me" She said seductively.
"Wow you are so into me, I never thought you are this romantic."
"I'll be in love with you forever Glarridan." And she kissed him passionately. Long enough sucking his lips, that blood started oozing out from his pink now swollen lips.
"Hey stop I am Liam." He stops her looking shocked. Oh shit, she ruined again, her obsession with Glarridan will destroy her. I went towards them.
"What is wrong her Rayne?" He looks betrayed.
"Hey, I'm sorry Liam she is not in good shape." I drag her away from him to avoid more scenarios.
"Enough of you girl, I'll slap you hard for this childish act, we are going home." I make her sit in the car she took out her phone. Dialed a number and she started crying.
"He left." She replied with her lash soaked in tears of pain. I hugged her.
In this room that is twilight I'm trying to find my soul to confirm that I'm alive, from last I don't know how many days. The room was all looks like black and white canvas waiting for dawn to kissed by sunlight to ignite its beauty. Coz of my empathy soul, I can sense the emotions of love and pain in the room. I don't know who brought me here, why I have locked here me in this room, which was communicating a deep sorrow of ignorance for long. The only heart who was beating here was mine, the pain of being away from him was killing me a little bit every day. It's been days since I have seen him. I wish that rain of sorrow pour upon me and I'll be fade away in the death of emotions slowly so that this heart-wrenching pain will go away. I'm cut out of the world I don't know what will happen next. I was lying on the cold sheets even my body was not able to warm them, at this moment I want him more to embrace in his warmth and addictive scent. The silvery moonlight was showing the muted hues of my skin, which was aging fast. A slight cool breeze was coming from the window which was having invisible bars on them. I woke and felt a bit dizzy as I was skipping food every day, with courage I was taking steps to reach the window. It was only a meter away still I feel like I have to walk miles to reach there. As I was nearing the window I have an intuition to look at what is calling me. I think someone has shifted me here last night when I was passed out again, this room was much better than the cell I was locked in. My eyes stopped on a heart-shaped lake, the water it holds looks like an unfinished canvas waiting to drop some colors. A slight smile crept on my lips remembering my date night with Jamarion. Thinking of him a tear escaped my lonely eyes. Only a memory still so real, that I chuckled under my salty tears. I remember the way he makes me feel whenever I was sad or in pain. I step back and my feet touched something soft a piece of paper, I bent to take a look. I hold the paper in my hand, no it was not a regular paper it was more like a parchment something was written on it. I took it near the window to read it, was a letter written in neat beautiful cursive font with red ink. The date was blurred many lines were wiped so something in me asks to read it maybe it will give me a clue to elope this place.
As he closed the giant door and turned towards me I can see that false façade falling away from his aura and right now I can see deep in his melting blue-green eyes is to love me so hard that it will blow my mind. I was moving back until my back hits the white wall and diagonal yellow candlelight was falling on my face his eyes darted towards my lips and I can see his pupil dilating he raised his hands to feel my lips and he slammed his lips to mine. The kiss was a different one, like drown in deep passion to make me his forever. His lips feel like soft silk was wrapped around my lips. He turns me back to feel the soft skin of my waist, the slight depression at the middle of back gave him a turn on feeling. I know the moment he laid eyes on me today, he wants to kiss every cell of my body, he wants to feel every emotion of mine. We lock eyes for a moment I can hear his calm heartbeat which was no match to mine as mine was erratic. He hugged me just to make me feel safe and comfortable. He bent down to kiss my toes, where I got a bruise from running and in some moment the bruise disappeared. Oh, so he noticed that also. He started moving upwards and I can feel the slight Goosebumps erupting on my soft pale skin. He was different I can say that but the connection we hold together is beautiful. He kissed me between my legs and the first moan escaped my lips. He uplifted my dress and took a deep look at my body. He carried me bridal style and laid me on the bed. He came on top of me and looked in my eyes, giving me all sorts of comfort through his soul-piercing gaze. And he kissed me everywhere as if claiming me with his lips. Our bodies were synced in dance as if the rhythm of love is perfect for this moment. He was inside me and my heart rate, my breathing was changed, and with every thrust, I moan his name, Glarridan. And then all at once he stopped and looked directly in my eyes I averted my eyes just to avoid any nervous eye contact with him. He takes a hold of my chin and turns my face to look directly in his eyes, at this moment we both were silent as if our souls were talking deeply. I can see a sense of calmness after the storm in his ocean blue eyes, so blue that even oceans are envious of him. He was looking with so much intensity and in a way that he never looked at a girl before. I can see tears forming in his eyes. I felt a strong urge to calm him I know what he was going through, just to make him comfortable I hugged him tightly and I can hear his heart skipped a beat. I asked why he was crying. He said "I have lived long enough and has been with many girls in my life but the way I felt today, was surreal and feels that I'm alive I have someone here in this world who loves me truly. This may be one night for you but for me, I have completely surrendered myself to you. From today it will be and always will be passion, deep love, a drug to touch you kiss you to make you mine, you are intoxicating to me, still, I'll choose you to destroy me completely in you forever." I love you and he sealed the night with a heart-melting kiss. And he slipped a ring. "You are mine and only mine." He mumbled against my chest.
I was so involved reading the letter that I forgot that someone entered I realized when I feel someone's eyes on me. I want to read the full letter as it was speaking my love story. I took hold of myself, turn to look who is there.
He closed the door and comes near me I can't see his face as it was dark in the room his giant aura reminds of Jamarion, he came closer and in the silvery light, I notice the familiar blue-green eyes described in the letter. His eyes were way too beautiful, a shade of deep blue mixed with a tincture of green that can rip your soul gently with only a glance.
"Who are you?" I gathered my courage. My own voice feels odd to me, as I was hearing it after long.
He came near me leaving so less distance that even the air can't pass. I backed away but his gaze held me frozen I can't break the eye contact with him. He came near, now that I was hearing his calm heat beat and his intoxicating scent was taking me in a different direction. I feel like my soul was sired to him. He comes close that even air can't move in between us. He hugged me tightly. I hear his heart skipped a beat.
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