Comments of chapter undefined of Cold Mercenary

Ok, let's just assume that this guy decided to end his own life despite having supposedly all the luxuries in the world because he got tired of the responsibilities that came with it. He's now in an even worse position than he was before and he just decides to say ok, let's live this life now instead of trying to end my own life again. Your set up for this character makes no sense, it feels like you set up his background of being some rich guy just to satisfy your own wants instead of an actual need for him to have such a background. It would have made more sense if his previous life was worse than his new one or else why would he suddenly just change his mind for no reason and choose to continue living again?