I know that the author has already justified himself about the slow development of the plot, but 4 chapters are basically the MC counting seconds to use his skill is already tiring, not to mention that So far in 18 chapters we have only seen the MC being psychologically abused, humiliated and tortured. I know the author want to make the MC seem real but this is a fanfic and i don't think there is anyone who likes to see a fanfic in which the MC suffers so much just to activate his special ability .
This is honestly dull and pointlessly grim for the mc so far. The entire book so far is just the mc who has a potentially op ability but can’t use it and is just abused the whole time and that’s it, nothing else in almost 20 chapters. I honestly don’t get it, and apparently neither do the other commenters so far.