Crownedclown
What do you mean he doesn't see her as his mother, she was there in everything you mentioned what the mc thinks a mother is, he who tries to distance the love from son to mother, I am a psychologist and I see this in your writing, and hitogami it was already supposed to appear in Rudeus' dreams, remembering if the original Rudeus who was perverted had love, from son to mother with her the mc would not be different, and he took a shower with her and didn't feel desires for her despite being a pervert.