PetiteSnowdrop
I think the ML felt guilty about taking the loan which caused his younger brothers death so he tried to live as him and imitate his habits to honor him after death. And because of his little bro's death he got estranged from his family since they blamed him as well. Maybe he was tired of living life in guilt so he wanted to suic*de.
While im happy for some initial confusion I really hope she figures it out before any really awkward interactions occur. Sheâs already slept with his brother (assuming this is the misunderstanding because we know Shen Quian was dead when she met her man in the future). So Iâm already squeamish that sheâs hugged his little brother in this life. I dunno if I can handle it if she gets any further without feeling too grossed out.