Comments of chapter undefined of Heart of Darkness
Heart of Darkness
JasmineJosef
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Hello guys š. As some of you already know I just randomly decided to try for the winwin last month which is why I was updating daily. Didn't make it official bc studies are hectic and I wasn't sure I was going to make it, but thankfully I did š . And thank you all for your support š„°ā¤. We are now back to regular schedule, which is every Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday. REMINDER: We live in different timezones so the days could be different for you. Also whether I update early morning or late night where I live it could change the days for you. I live in Sweden in case you want to keep track of timezones. šš
I am reading a lot of negative comments about Jasmine not updating for the last today days. First of all she is sick in bed with a bad cold. No one is productive once their are sick. Second of all she is a full time student. So she really tires hard to update offen with her busy schedule. So give her a break and stop with the negative comments. Instead support her to get better and to continue to do well at school.
Hello everyone š„°. I hope all of you are well. Happy Christmas and holidays š„³š„³ and wish you some great days with your family and friends. I am dealing with with my cold and done several check ups. it was no sinusitis but the doctor found that my throat was scarred after coughing so much so now I got some medicine for that. unfortunately the influenza season here has been worse than ever with twice as much people sick than last year according to news and my mother has also been ill for a month now. The medicine is helping so I hope to be back soon. now that I took some time off I have gotten so many ideas that I am eager to write and share. take care until then and hope to see you soon. lots of love š„°ā¤ā¤
Sorry to read your still under the weather jasmine . Hope its nothing serious and just your body telling you to rest up after a hectic November with your win win comp along side your studies and work. As much as we're all desperate for your captivating updates we would rather have you at 100%. Take all the time you need we're still voting and sending you lots of healing vibes. See you soon ā¤ļø
Getting sick stinks, i hope you feel better. As absolutely addicted as I am to your writing, i wouldnāt ask you to write when you feel ill and donāt feel up to it. Iād rather have writing from you when you feel well and want to post, then when you feel sick and donāt want to write and post. Iād rather have your best quality writing than anything else. Take your time and feel better, you are not obligated to us.
Such a beautiful, dramatic chapter that though full of pain is also full of hope as we see both Rayven and the relationship grow. I spent quite a while yesterday writing something at the end of the previous chapter because I felt in the need to reflect on trauma and abuse and how sometimes we get confused and carried away and end up unintentionally taking them lightly. Those horrible things that she sees and remembersā¦though they didnāt physically happen to her, she experiences them as if they did, and therefore it makes no difference. What haunts her is the memory of torture, fangs piercing through delicate skin, horrible pain. With that in our heads, pleasurable scenarios donāt really seem to be something that in the immediate future we can get. There are several things that I said back there that Iād like to recycle: āI think sometimes we forget that we are 21st century girls who are much more familiar with s * x and with concepts such as pleasurable painā¦ But it is only normal that such a thing would be confusing for an innocent girl of her time, however aheadā¦ Besides it is much more natural to be afraid and not want to be bitten than to do. To be honest in think that it is our minds that are messed up and not the other way around. We have watched way too many tv series and films and read one book to many on vampires, demons, dragons and waresā¦ and it is from that romanticized concept from which our not very logic, logic derives. But context is everything so we may want to revise.ā How could they possibly mate this way when they cannot even make love because she freezes at the very sight of his fangs? Of course, I wondered if there would be a chance that it could work despite it not being the right way. After all, even if unexpressed and not fully developed all the right feelings and intentions are already in place and she fully wants himā¦ but I think that feelings notwithstanding, terror would most likely not let it work, the attempt then resulting in only making things worseā¦ There is no other way than doing the way in its full length. Shortcuts not only wonāt work but make it longer and harderā¦ She needs time. To process, to catch up. To regain her health back. I am worried about William but maybe the demon world is a good plan. The sole novelty of it and not having to wear corsettes will improve her greatly already, and what about seeing a different order where women donāt exist only to be subjected and obey? That should sure get her spirits up. It Might also help with her perception of fangs if she finds other demon mates aroundā¦ As for my worryā¦Maybe Constantine wonāt do anything to William, as he doesnāt know about him and canāt use him against her if she isnāt aroundā¦ Anyway, itās really lovely to see this Rayven, mature, loving, in the right state of mind. One of the things I too commented on was precisely how him not wanting to do it anymore (at least until being sure it wouldnāt be traumatic), showed much more love than what wanting to mark her did before, ironically proving him more worthy of the mating bondā¦ A bond that as he rightly pointed out should not be approached with fear but with hope and joy and should be a beautiful and memorable thing for both. I loved how he showed her the difference. It is with the willingness that she kisses him, with that kind of desire, with which she should want to surrender to mating bond and to the markā¦ There is just so much they need to share and talk about, so much time they need to spendā¦ I was hoping she might go talk to the witches but going out is dangerous and it really is more important that she takes a break. She is depressed š¢š¢š¢. Thank you Jasmine, as always you'vre outdone yourself šš
Just checking in on our dearest authorā¦how are you feeling Jasmine? I truly hope youāre getting the much needed rest and keeping up with your fluid intake to combat this viral infection. Wasnāt at all expecting an update as it usually takes 7-10 days to get over most viruses, but I was hoping you browse through the comments to see how much your adoring fans are concerned about your well-being. Youāll continue to have my support (votes) and encouragement! We love you Jas ā¤ļø!! Youāre still the BEST ā¤ļøā¤ļøšš½!!! I truly hope youāre feeling a bit better. Sending lots of love and healing energy.
Just checking in to see if my favorite author is still alive? Hope you are at least rounding the corner now Jazzy. I used to work full time all through college and I know end of the semester around this time each year I used to get the flu every year really badly. And of course it was right at finals and the busiest time for sales (I sold jewelry and Christmas season is a huge deal in retail). And even now being self employed, being sick at all any time of year is a big deal with no paid time off or paid vacation. So I get it. Hope you are least not falling behind on your studies. A little temporary cash flow from missed work isn't as bad as the long term added expense of having to repeat classes or delay fully entering the workforce at all. Get well soon!