Chapter 1

"Don't go, eat your breakfast first"he stopped and glared at me coldly that sent shivers down to my spine.

"I said I don't want to, I'm going to be late for my work"

"But-"

"Stop wasting your time making me breakfast, I will never eat them"he said and slammed the door shut.

It's been like this, he really hates me a lot.

I came back to reality when my phone rang.

"Hello doctor"I said through the phone.

"Hello Trench why aren't you here yet today is your appointment remember?"The doctor said, sigh I forgot.

"I'm sorry, I probably forgot again"I sigh.

"It's alright, it's the effect of your disease, come in my office I need to tell you something important"the doctor said

"Alright I'll be there in 30 minutes"I hung up, I know my disease is getting worse to the point that I should be in the hospital bed for a long time until now.

I have a Secondary Brain Tumor.

Jack didn't know that I'm carrying this by myself, I can't tell him.

I'm scared.

I'm scared that I won't be able to remember him anymore.

I drove myself to the hospital, i feel dizzy and weak...

The people around me is making me feel anxious and frustrated.

This is why I hate going to the hospital.

"Trench, you look so pale, nurse!"Klade shouted, he's my personal doctor.

"Are you feeling any better now?"klade asked

". . ."

"I'm alright klade, what is it?"I asked directly to the point, confusion is taking over me.

"I told you that you should stay here"klade said

"Your disease is slowly reaching your brain which is the most triggered part of your body, from the scans and some tests, you only have 20 days to live now, I'm sorry trench"Klade said and I shook my head.

"Don't apologize klade, it was my fault"I said and smiled

"I'm worried about you, we've been friends for 5 years now, just please stay here for your safety-"He said

"I can't"I cut him

"I love him"

"He doesn't even know trench, don't push yourself too much on him"Klade warned me he's overprotective.

Jack never cared about me and I'm aware of that.

My stupid feelings are fighting over my mind.

I arrived at our house.

I decided to stay here with him until my last breath, I know it sounds stupid but my feelings for him are stronger.

I can't leave him, he was my first love after all.

FLASHBACK

"I'm late!"I ran as fast as I can

"Shut up Ken"

"Hahahaha"

"Stop laughing!"

"Arck-"

"Are you alright?"he asked and helped me with my books on the ground.

He's amber eyes are beautiful.

"Hey?"he asked

"A-ah y-yes I'm alright-"I blushed, he probably saw me staring at him how embarrassing.

"Ack I'm late!"

I ran but I realized something, I stopped and turned around

"T-thank you"I said and smiled at him.

I was reading my book when someone suddenly sat next to me, I look at the person and it's him...

He notice me and said

"Hey your the guy earlier right?"he asked, he remembered me...I blushed

"Ah y-yes"I said and I smiled

"You look adorable when you smile"he said that made me stop reading and look at him with wide eyes.

"T-thank you?"I said and I looked away.

"I didn't know that we're classmates"he said and he smiled, how beautiful...

"You're staring, I will melt"he said smirking, I flinched and accidentally hit my face with my book

"Are you alright?"he asked

"Y-yes I'm alright"I said not removing the book from my face

I smiled thinking about our past.

I opened the door that made me stop.

"Where were you?"he asked looking at me.

He's mad.

"I was..."

"I was hanging out with a friend"I said and look at him

"With that doctor, really?"he asked that made me shock, does he know about my disease?

"He's just a friend jack..."I said

"Why are you visiting him twice a week?"he asked madly

I can't tell him.

"I-"

"If they found out that you're hanging out with another guy, I will be in trouble because of you!"he said madly and grabbed my arms.

"Ack!w-wait jack!"

"You're hurting me!"I panicked.

"Are you that obsessed with that guy that you always go outside and meet him every week?"he asked

"No I-"

"What?!"he asked

"H-he's just my friend jack, please don't get the wrong idea"I said while tears ran down into my eyes.

He sighed and let go of my arms.

I look at him walking up stairs.

I sigh...as expected he only cares about his self.

I cried thinking that one day I will never see you again.

I wish I could tell you but I can't, I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to be a trouble for you.

Note:Updates are slow, I have an exam next week.