Comments of chapter undefined of 4 o'clock

Oh my gosh i just started bawling after reading this chapter. I had almost tge same story happen to me. I had a friend who fell for me but when I rejected him and told him I valued his friendship more and couldn’t handle losing that, he went home and planned his goodbye. The next day as our bus pulled up to his stop, his lifeless body was hung from his the tree. I will never forget that and have always wondered why? This chapter just broke my heart all over again. Great story so far. But I’m crying so hard I can barely breathe and my throat hurts.