Chichii
Im so sorry in advance....but yanmei wtf is wrong with you girl??!!!...havent you notice how good and warming your husband is?...you only think about yourself and your past, you didnt even recognize your husband's patience throughout this whole ordeal with you....cant you see how his trying hard to make your marriage work? Everytime you'll say "im gonna give us a chance" you back out of your own words because you're afraid he'll leave you when you didnt even gave the guy a chance to prove himself to you....i dont know what's holding you back in telling him your past when his all ear's waiting for you to talk...you know what yanmei? I think your a coward and you still love your past thats why you're not willing to let it go....if you have really overcomed your feelings for your ex you'll never be like this to your own husband....its said that you're a ruthless CEO but it doesnt show to me that you can even handle your own life...i mean give the guy and your heart a chance...WHAT'S HOLDING YOU BACK??!!! afraid of rejection when you dont even know if what you're thingking about him is true? YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT'S HIS THINGKING... I am so disappointed with you girl...your actions and way of thingking is not good for the heart.
Be understanding with FL character and insecurity. It is not easy for her to move on before. it not easy for her to remove her insecurity. Why mad at her. She has a bad experience with her previous in-law family. At the same time, her society expects women to have a baby when married. She knows her condition too well & she already in love with the ML so much. So she scares if her husband expects to have a baby with when she can't and she scares if her in-law gonna hate her if she can't have a baby. So she full of doubt, insecurity and traumatic. Even in our society, there still someone who gonna mocking a woman if she can't give birth. Its normal reaction for her, give her space and let her get her grip and she will open herself up.
They really love each other but there's some thing that make FL scared that is her past she want to tell him everything but she afraid that the ML might leave her just like her ex so that why she keep it as a secret to ML... but she also need to know that the ML still have the right or still have to know abt it. if not now maybe later or someday she still need to told him the truth. and u guys please don't mad at her u guys still have to understand her, what she have been through