Review Detail of Soridida in Steampunk Apocalypse!

I wasn't really expecting much when I started reading this novel, but it surprised me. We met a young boy who full of hopes strive to become an engineer, but unexpectedly gets a power in an attack. Young boy slowly becomes different and suffers through tragedies like torture and deah of his father. Sometimes you wonder if the author is a sadist... My favorite part is the recollection of past lives Actually maybe Dupe getting pregnant.... Cannot decide. Overall I just adore how this story defines emotional growth thought experience and never making it weird. Thank you for writing