She couldn't do that however because of the promise she made to the moon goddess but it would make more snese

I really love this book. The writing style is different and unique to what I've seen. The change of characters is simply amazing that is to say this story does not lack characters. The nature of the domineering and possible alpha is simply jaw dropping and to say their drop dead gorgeous is an understatement however the intricacy and delicacy of feelings and emotions in this book were completely bizarre and intense as I could really feel them flying all over the place. I love this book.

Exactly would he have still chosen Lilac over his first love just because she died. Just like she's a second option, a second choice.

You are indeed right it was not fair for Lilac to be sidelined on the story and seen as a third woman or mistress after she had been presented as an independent and strong guardian angel who has mastered her power. It was truly a waste since she could have been paired with Tordoff in her own happy life after the war rather butting heads in Serefina and Jedrek's love story .

You don't understand. Speak from another view point. Jedrek was Serefina's first love and vice versa. They had known each other for more than centuries where they had a lovely relationship. Jedrek actually LOVED Serefina. Imagine just disregarding the love you've held for someone for than centuries known to existence all for some mate bond pull. I admit it is not fair to Lilac but she should Jedrek had a life before her.Serefina had sacrificed many things just for her love and all Jedrek did was hurt her. Although some of the blame is still on her because she would have been able to clear misunderstandings with Jedrek before she left the realm but if she had told him she was leaving would he have let her? Look Serefina only being there would have hurt the trio more than it's meant to have and complicated issues further. And as a Royal shifter the King of all Lycanthropes Jedrek was not expected to just bow to his head to a girl he barely knew all because she was his mate.Serefina had done a lot of things to be with Jedrek and they both experienced things Lilac won't be able to with him.Jedrek truly didn't deserve either of them and neither did Serefina or Lilac deserve the hurt they received from Jedrek.But in the end the person who had paid all their dues and was the only one preparing for the war while hiding her pain and successfully planning things out was Serefina and what did she get? not a happy ever but death. At least she is at peace.