They really love each other and it hurts how they ended up

"I don't like men" Press X to doubt

ang bakla niyo so much

I think not enough people in this comment section are complimenting A-Qing. She's truly the hero of this arc. She's brave, witty, clever, and determined. Without her help, I don't think they all would have survived this arc. While I understand why people sympathize with Xue Yang, in the end people still make their own choices. Everyone has a conscience. Some part of him must have felt that what he was doing was wrong, but he simply did not listen to it. In short, stan A-Qing.