As a follower of Fang Yuan and Negary, I disagree. Sure, communities could be formed in the apocalypse however that would create a hierarchy, politics, infighting and resources may not be sufficiently distributed. Plus if they decide to rebel, you may get your throat cut in your sleep and not to mention people aren't restricted anymore. Betrayal, **** and all other vile acts have no consequences until they establish rules. Being alone or in a pair is better than having to look after leaches or snakes.

very contradicting

Buddy, I don't think you understand what apocalypse means. You act like saving someone in an apocalypse doesn't have demerits when you can get backstabbed/betrayed later on when they want more benefits. There is no absolute loyalty.... only conditions. "You wish to be saved" Well... I am not a protagonist nor would I have the mindset of being the protagonist of a world where the apocalypse happens... it's naive to think everyone has the same mindset because of the restrictions planted on us... why do you think that people usually go crazy/against the morals preached in apocalyptic tv shows?

its a fanfic so the thinking part isn't needed