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that makes sense i guess
haha i dunno anymore, sorry! i have bad short term memory
awww if he doesnt change, i dont mind him dying. it just drives home who he is then❤️
oh my! never apologize! youre the author of the book, is only natural that you'd talk about it!!❤️ no worries!!
hes kinda complex. i mean everybody has layers in this book of course. not me kinda liking him as a character tho. as a human being? no way
awwww misplaced anger is one of those main culprits in damaging relationships, it will be VERY hard to mend things, and for me, its kinda hard to forgive the others. i never really minded lysander i guess, but the others...? im not so sure anymore
no no i get it. i understand now!! so, disorder and order are categories in of themselves that dont actually exist? its man made? soo death and life just ... are, but technically, immortality, which would be man made, would be then something truly unnatural?
is ciprian an actual psychopath/sociopath? like, as in mental illness wise. not every psychopath wants to do bad things, they just generally dont have empathy etc...he surely cant feel that much except fear, anger towards others like a... narcissist maybe? idk, what if he loves loma solely because she is an extension of him. that'd be crushing but i guess love is love. i read a real life case of a woman that is also a psychopath, has gone to therapy and is only able to ever feel things for her daughter, and no one else. is this the case here?
woah. why are the lies breaking? what is the catalyst? imagine if the catalyst to breaking the illusion is if rowan himself realizes everything, just like when you change, everyone around you changes, like a mirror/reflection. like, as long as rowan believed he was bad, everyone else will. but now that he believes something else, everybody will also wake up???? what is the reason?
so author...im still left wondering if death is actually disorder? or is this a lie ciprian also tells?
ciprian uses the time in his hands to brood over how to create a single string of truth, into an entire web of lies, thats practically all he does
awwww bro... rowan is just human 😭😭 if he was really that dirty all the animals wouldnt be alive no more either 😭😭😭 i thought maybe nicasi isnt like that anymore 💀 bruh
nicasi has total coconut, walnut behaviour. gotta crack the outer shell to see the delicious insides. perhaps a cactus, hahah
healing magic is so nice. if i was in your world, i would try to master it
i wonder if nicasi suddenly rid himself of the brainwadhing thing?? like idk, do they just have to point out something, like a curtain being drawn from a window from the outside so it stops? does nicasi still 'hate' rowan or is this just his tsundere, prideful act, like a coconut with hard shell and sweetness inside hides nicasi's softness? like with alaric? idk...i cant help thinking they are similiar
really interesting! haha, and both their names start with L 🌸
hahaha you express such deep, relatable topics! when i was younger, i had written about a lot of my self loathing and expressed it in that way as the only way, so its interesting to see it now, after i healed that part of myself☺️
OH MY GOODNESS