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Fialova

Fialova

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English is not my first language.

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  • Fialova
    Fialova3mth
    Replied to xLeafx

    that makes sense i guess

    "I'm sorry," Richard said softly. With a heavy sigh, he turned around and sat in the cabin.
    altalt
    Surviving the Zombie Apocalypse With My Military System
    Sci-fi · Faux1231
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  • Fialova
    Fialova3mth
    Replied to Beck_E

    haha i dunno anymore, sorry! i have bad short term memory

    "Hmm..." Zein flicked the grinning face once before leaning back and crossing his arms, feeling even more confused now. "Interesting," he muttered while sipping on his drink again.
    altalt
    There’s No Love In the Deathzone (BL)
    LGBT+ · Aerlev
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin

    awww if he doesnt change, i dont mind him dying. it just drives home who he is then❤️

    Loma was terrified of this very thing. He would hate for that particular vision of hers to be true. He couldn't understand why Ciprian would insist Alaric bear every burden alone. There were so many people who wanted to help. Was Ciprian really trying to crush him?
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin

    oh my! never apologize! youre the author of the book, is only natural that you'd talk about it!!❤️ no worries!!

    Nicasi pushed his hand away. "I said not to bump it. That includes poking around to see if I did my job."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin

    hes kinda complex. i mean everybody has layers in this book of course. not me kinda liking him as a character tho. as a human being? no way

    Loma was terrified of this very thing. He would hate for that particular vision of hers to be true. He couldn't understand why Ciprian would insist Alaric bear every burden alone. There were so many people who wanted to help. Was Ciprian really trying to crush him?
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin

    awwww misplaced anger is one of those main culprits in damaging relationships, it will be VERY hard to mend things, and for me, its kinda hard to forgive the others. i never really minded lysander i guess, but the others...? im not so sure anymore

    Nicasi pushed his hand away. "I said not to bump it. That includes poking around to see if I did my job."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin

    no no i get it. i understand now!! so, disorder and order are categories in of themselves that dont actually exist? its man made? soo death and life just ... are, but technically, immortality, which would be man made, would be then something truly unnatural?

    "An ordinary human," Ciprian continued. "Death still comes for them, doesn't it? It's slower now because of the work of the Order, but it comes. And I believe we will see more of it before this is done. You see…Disorder brings death, and Disorder is fighting as we speak to get its talons into this world so it can rip it apart. But I will make things right. I will restore the proper balance. The gods will assist me, and so will you."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    Nature loves rowan so much. imagine if rowan was a deity of nature or something. i dunno....

    Ch 41 A Collection of Lies and a Failed Attempt (2/3)
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    is ciprian an actual psychopath/sociopath? like, as in mental illness wise. not every psychopath wants to do bad things, they just generally dont have empathy etc...he surely cant feel that much except fear, anger towards others like a... narcissist maybe? idk, what if he loves loma solely because she is an extension of him. that'd be crushing but i guess love is love. i read a real life case of a woman that is also a psychopath, has gone to therapy and is only able to ever feel things for her daughter, and no one else. is this the case here?

    Loma was terrified of this very thing. He would hate for that particular vision of hers to be true. He couldn't understand why Ciprian would insist Alaric bear every burden alone. There were so many people who wanted to help. Was Ciprian really trying to crush him?
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    woah. why are the lies breaking? what is the catalyst? imagine if the catalyst to breaking the illusion is if rowan himself realizes everything, just like when you change, everyone around you changes, like a mirror/reflection. like, as long as rowan believed he was bad, everyone else will. but now that he believes something else, everybody will also wake up???? what is the reason?

    "He can't." Desperation colored the tone of her voice. "Don't be upset. I'm not insulting your brother. I know how skilled he is, how proud. But Alaric has tried to call back their spirits. Over and over he's tried. I can see that he hates himself for it, but he just…can't. He's going to break. The Master is torturing him. Just like he tortures you and wants the rest of us to join in. How long are we supposed to ignore it?"
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    so author...im still left wondering if death is actually disorder? or is this a lie ciprian also tells?

    "An ordinary human," Ciprian continued. "Death still comes for them, doesn't it? It's slower now because of the work of the Order, but it comes. And I believe we will see more of it before this is done. You see…Disorder brings death, and Disorder is fighting as we speak to get its talons into this world so it can rip it apart. But I will make things right. I will restore the proper balance. The gods will assist me, and so will you."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    ciprian uses the time in his hands to brood over how to create a single string of truth, into an entire web of lies, thats practically all he does

    "He wasn't here in the flesh. The coward appeared in an illusion, of course. He wouldn't dare anything else. I would destroy him." Ciprian's fingers curled like claws on the arm of his chair. "He's getting stronger, but not strong enough. He's nothing like he used to be. I may have even dealt a fatal blow, though we can't be sure. After I injured him, I was easily able to seal him out again, but we need to be vigilant. Increase our defenses."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    awwww bro... rowan is just human 😭😭 if he was really that dirty all the animals wouldnt be alive no more either 😭😭😭 i thought maybe nicasi isnt like that anymore 💀 bruh

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    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    nicasi has total coconut, walnut behaviour. gotta crack the outer shell to see the delicious insides. perhaps a cactus, hahah

    Nicasi pushed his hand away. "I said not to bump it. That includes poking around to see if I did my job."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    healing magic is so nice. if i was in your world, i would try to master it

    Nicasi's fingers still pressed gently, and a sudden warmth surged into Rowan's face as the man infused him with healing energy. He touched Rowan's nose, then his lip, his eyes glowing softly as he worked his magic. When he removed his hand, the pain had dwindled to a slight throb, and the bleeding had stopped.
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    i wonder if nicasi suddenly rid himself of the brainwadhing thing?? like idk, do they just have to point out something, like a curtain being drawn from a window from the outside so it stops? does nicasi still 'hate' rowan or is this just his tsundere, prideful act, like a coconut with hard shell and sweetness inside hides nicasi's softness? like with alaric? idk...i cant help thinking they are similiar

    Rowan expected the Adept of Strength and the Order's most skilled healer to protest and hurl insults as usual, maybe even stomp his feet a little, but he just glared at Rowan as if daring him to pick a fight. Maybe their actions in the woods really had subdued him somewhat.
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin

    really interesting! haha, and both their names start with L 🌸

    "Alaric says she's struggling with the basic principles of energy manipulation. She keeps trying to do things her own way, and it never works." Loma helped herself to Rowan's uneaten cake while she waited for him to make his next move. "It's hard to hear that you don't belong when everyone else around you does."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin

    hahaha you express such deep, relatable topics! when i was younger, i had written about a lot of my self loathing and expressed it in that way as the only way, so its interesting to see it now, after i healed that part of myself☺️

    Rowan's resolve to keep the girl at a distance crumbled. He never could bear the sight of anyone crying. It always made him feel like it was his fault for not doing something to stop it before it happened. "I'm not mad. Please don't cry. I'm at my limit of feeling like a failure this week."
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Replied to LivChanin
    Lysander, that cool embodiment of logic, knelt primly at his feet.
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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  • Fialova
    Fialova4mth
    Commented

    OH MY GOODNESS

    Lysander, that cool embodiment of logic, knelt primly at his feet.
    altalt
    Song of the Gardener of Souls [BL]
    LGBT+ · LivChanin
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