Ayyye I guess i'll keep going my chest feel so blocked now and the only way to feel better is to tell what i think. In that episode od ten bucks and 1 billion, I bet if Ren gave him something that equal ten bucks he would be happy but at the same time im pretty sure he will start thinking doea he not want me anymore? am i not important ro him now as i used to be? is he fed up with me? and the likes. A healthy relationship needs both parties to give and make concessions but the only one i see doing that is Ren while Fang is just whining all the time and playing miserable all the time. And isdk why Ren fell in love with him till now. Is it bc he's the ml? After all that's his only redeeming quality. I guess this is a low key toxic relationship.

Im in chapter 67 now so idk if it's still early to write this review or not. Im kinda an extreme person so i dont think my view will change any time soon regarding the ML Fang. I mean I understand that he has PTSD so his actions till now. But I think that has become an excuse for him to hurt Ren repeatedly without caring knowing that Rrn will come coax him afterward (you can notice that from his monologue). I felt especially frustrated and equally disgusted when he was the one who suggested to broke up but deep down still expect Ren to come cajole him(?); more so he still has the cheeks to question if Ren has left him when Wolf told him that he's not coming back anytime soon. I dont care if he's actions are unintentional or not, the damage is already done to Ren. What pains me more that the people around the mc and ml mostly side with the ML in so many things even if he qas at fault. Mental illness is no excuse for this siding. I know a lot of people with severe paychological issues and mental illness but at least they still -even if it just little- pay attention to other people emotions and they know it when they hurt others, but here otherwise the ml is extremly oblivious to that, all he care about is himself. I have a lot to say and complain about when it comes to Fang but I guess i'll stop here. I hope the author will make some development to his character.

i had tears in my eyes when she tapped her shoulder, it was really a sad moment ugh