Ughh something is really bugging me here. I get the whole no black and white but gray characters thing but I can't feel sincerity from her since a few chapters ago she said something like "i thought the 1st miss has let go of the past" like it was a revelation WHAT DO YOU MEAN LETTING GO OF THE PAST when the murderer of her baby (betrayer btw) is still living well under the same roof. I don't know.. the way this has been brought up just doesn't seem right, she clearly did a great wrong but still depicted as "good" and I feel like we should just forgive her because she was young and threatened, it would have been ok if she suffered real consequences or if we could feel more sincerity (ugly crying doesn't count). Well, these parts are quite hard for me to read so maybe I'll just skip the parts on this aspect of the story.