Coming from someone who experienced a loss of an extremely dear person, I empathize and understand you. I just hope everyone who lost someone dear to them can find peace to keep moving forward, as it feels you are stuck.
I know how you might feel, being left by the author as a reader, I share your feelings with many novels, but sadly I don't know the answer... I wish I could tell you to have hope, but even I lost hope...
And grave keeper was already lv. 6 above in the chapter
[You have gained 98,675 experience. 6,751 experience until your Villager class reaches level 7. You have reached Grave Keeper level 6. 15,526 experience until your Grave Keeper class reaches level 7.]
He could feel her mother's anxiety through her words. Bryan recalled the time when his mother had given him this pocket watch. She was lying on the bed and her face was deathly pale.
As Bryan read the letter, tears streamed down his face uncontrollably. He could feel the struggle with which her mother had written this letter on her deathbed.