1 Chapter 1
The rain is pouring very hard in this sad funeral
*sniffle sniffle*
Aesther looked at his left
He saw his two sons crying
Hyancith and Ezekiel
"Both of them have grown" he thought to himself
He turned to look at the coffin, there she lies
"She looks so pale so cold... I can't believe she left" Aesther mumbled to himself
After they said their goodbyes
The boys and him went home and rest for the day
"The both of them must be devasted after losing her.... And also me"
*click*
He went to his office and sat there for hours trying to think things through
His eyes were as red as blood from crying all day loosing her
To forget her painful death he worked tirelessly to get her out of his mind
He was about to nod off but he tried not to because all he could think about is her...
So he thought that if he went to her room it might make things clearer
"I hate it..." He thought
*creak~*
*click*
"I'm finally inside her room, It's so quiet in here" He said and came in
He then scanned the room looking everywhere
he saw the bed she used to sleep on and went near it
"This is where she slept" Aesther smiled sadly
"This is where she breathe her last breath" Aesther spoke with his voice trembling
Then It finally hit him
He stumbled and fell to the ground
He can't accept it that she's gone
He kept crying all over again
Hitting the floor loudly and hard making his hands full of bruises
And after hours of sniffling and crying
He found himself lying on the ground
"I must have slept without noticing it" he thought
He looked at the window beside him
"It's already dark out" Aesther mumbled looking at the bright moon
The moon was the only light that could light the place as the room of her is filled with darkness
He stood up but and was about to leave when something caught his eye
There he saw a small box
"It's open" He mumbled
The box has something inside so Aesther took the box and sat at the table where she used to sit
He saw the candle ther was beside the window sill, he took the candle and lit it up
He then look inside of the box and found a yellow notebook inside of it
Arsther scanned the book to see something written on the cover page
"My diary" He read
Aesther flipped the page and he saw someone's hand writing
"My diary don't read it, it's private!"
Aesther chuckled and mumbled
"There's only one person who would write this"
Aesther smiled and flipped another page and read what was written on it
Day 1
Yey! Mama gave me this yellow notebook! She said that if I ever want to remember or want to take my anger on something, I could write it here!
This could be my diary!
So from now on everyday I write things here to make it memorable
Oh right today i'm 6 years old and today is my birthday!
Mama bought me this notebook on my birthday!
I have to be specific, so that I will remember when mama gave this to me
I just heard my friends calling me
I'll write to you later notey
That's your name now
Notey!
See you later notey.
...
Hey notey i'm back from playing!
I had so much fun today and I wanted to remember this day!
My friends wish me a happy birthday and gave me gifts!
And look I have a new friend now, bun bun and teddy!
I really like my gifts!
Mama is calling for me right now she said that dinner is ready
The food mama makes is the best!
It's very tasty, it's too bad that you can't eat any notey
I'll just tell you later then!
...
Hey notey it's night time already
And I came back from eating dinner
Today we had steak it was very delicious mama is the best cook!
Oh! Right notey I never told you this but I am a commoner
That's what people call us from the nobility and that is mama said we are
Some nobles are good to us but most of them are bad
They kept on picking on mama and I hate it!
When I get older I will help mama and we will become nobles too!
Oops I just broke my writing pen and I asked mama new one
Mama is calling me again
She says it's time for a bath!
I'll write to you later notey!
...
Mama just gave me a goodnight kiss she told me to sleep early
And mama tried to take a peek on my diary but I said
"You shan't!"
Mama was very shocked to hear it from me she gave me a giggle and patted my head
And don't worry notey I stopped mama from reading you
I told her that she can't read it because it's private
I hope I did not hurt mama's feelings
She was giggling but you never know she might be hiding it, just like the other day...
Well see you tomorrow notey!
I'll write you tomorrow when it's morning
Muah!
I can't give you a good night kiss notey I can only give you a goodnight write kiss hehe
Bye bye!
...
"That's what was written in her first page" Aesther thought to himself
*chuckle*
Aesther didn't notice it himself but he chuckled and quite loudly too
He looked at the window beside him and is still dark out
Then he looked back at the diary he's reading
And thought
"I should stop for now i'll read the rest tomorrow, reading her diary makes me a bit guilty but it's the only thing that's making it feel like she's still here" Aesther said as he smiled to himself revealing a longing look
Aesther stood up from where he is sitting and took the notebook with him
*Click~*
Aesther shut her room tight and walked through the hallway to his room
Walking alone in the quiet hallway with the moon following him to where he goes
As he was bearing his room he stopped and turned to look at the hallway window to watch the moon
"She said that whenever she feels lonely she talks to you"
Aesther spoke to the moon with longing eyes
"And so to feel as if she's still here, i'll talk to you too and act as if you were her"
Asether added with a gentle smile on his face watching the moon
"But today isn't the best day for I am still too tired..."
Aesther chuckled awkwardly looking at the moon
"Let's talk tomorrow night"
Aesther said softly smiling gently
And turned to look to the hallway and walked to his room
*Click~*
Aesther slowly opened his door and walked in
His room was quite spacious and with a big bed
A fireplace across it
A big mirror infront of his table and a balcony beside it
Aesther walked in to hus big yet lonely room
He stood infront of the doorway with an emotionless stare on his face and gave a heavy sigh
"This room doesn't feel like anything anymore..."
Aesther mumbled
He then walked to the mirror and looked at himself
Trying to make a smile but for some reason he just can't
He then went to the balcony and stood there for minuets thinking
He then looked up in the sky to see the moon and stars sparkling beautifully
He smiled
"Looking up in the sky at night is her favourite thing to do, it was quite wierd"
Aesther chuckled to himself
"I'm thinking about her again..."
Aestger mumbled
When he suddenly felt ticklish and something wet in his cheeks
He touched his cheeks to where it was wet and realized
"Ah i'm crying..."
He mumbled
As he noticed that he was crying thinking about her made him burst to even more tears and to cry again
He kept on wiping his eyes to stope his tears but his mind kept in thinking about her that it was difficult for him to stop
"*sniff... Sniff* I'll just sleep to forget"
He says
He turned around and walked closer to his bed and lied down looking up in the ceiling
"....."
He closed his eyes and felt tired after crying and finally slept peacefully
To be Continued~
