Where is Xian Chen ? Yu Bin Is In Pain
"What happened? Why are they like that? Where is Xian Chen?" Yu Bin asked calmly but her soul was in agony. Her tears were not able to fall, everything in her body was blocked. What if Xian Chen is dead too? This thought made her lose her last string of sanity
"We found them dead in front of your room. About Xian Chen, I heard he entered the heaven realm not long ago. " Ming Fang said bitterly, tears falling down her cheeks.
"That's impossible, he would not leave without telling me, " Yu Bin said, turning around and looking straight into her eyes. He indeed promised he will not worry her again but if he left then is good, otherwise he would be dead too.
"Yu Bin woke up already, do you know who Xian Chen is? Your family killed his family, your master killed his dad." Ming Fang said, grabbing her shoulder.
"But he forgave her, I know he told me, he isn't the criminal," Yu Bin said confidently and Ming Fang got angry. This woman…she never thought that Yu Bin would be so hard to control.
"Then why did he leave without telling you? " She tried to convince her again and again without success. She wanted to use Yu Bin and attack the heavenly realm but she was unyielding.
"Maybe he had his reasons " she tried to reason with Ming Fang but there was no way to do that.
"What reasons are there, Yu Bin? Can't you get it? He killed master Bao Fang, he killed father and mother then ran. Can't you see that he used you to get close with everyone, then he had his way and ran?" Ming Fang shouted exasperatedly.
"Ming Fang…" Yu Bin shouted, attracting everyone's attention.
"Stop spouting nonsense when brother Xian is not here," Yu Bin said calmly looking into Ming Fang's eyes and then going back to her room.
Opening the door she saw Yingyue on the floor so after locking the door she grabbed her sword and stayed down on her bed.
"Yingyue shift, " Yu Bin said and Yingyue shifted at her feet.
"Master, I'm here," Yingyue said, keeping Yu Bin's hand in hers.
"Yingyue… can you hug me? " Yu Bin asked, her gaze lost in space.
Yingyue got up from her feet and hugged her and Yu Bin's tears finally found their way out.
" It's hurting, Yingyue is hurting so bad, I'm alone now. Father, mother, master, all are dead. Xian Chen disappeared and I don't know if he is safe. Ming Fang accuses him of murdering our parents and master. I…I don't know what to do anymore. My heart is hurting so much. I'm alone now, everyone is dead now. Yingyue, what should I do now?" Yu Bin cried her pain out her tears wetting Yingyue's shirt. She was feeling Yu Bin's painfully grieve. She wanted to take all her pain but didn't know how so she hugged her tight and patted her back.
"You are not alone, I am here, I'm sure A-Xian is safe too," Yingyue whispered in her ear, trying to calm her down.
" Yingyue… Yingyue is hurting…Yingyue…"
"I'm here…I'll always be here…you are allowed to cry how much you want to master. I'll listen to everything you want to say. I'll help you carry your pain." Yingyue said, hugging her tighter and crying with her.
After crying for a while and being comforted by Yingyue, Yu Bine got up and after washing her face she changed her clothes and then went out followed by Yingyue.
She didn't cry anymore her gaze was sorrowful, she approached her parent's coffin and for a moment her legs gave up their strength but she got caught by Yingyue before anyone noticed she was weak.
"Mother, Father,…. I promise you, I'll become stronger than anyone then I'll find your killer and get revenge. " Yu Bin whispered and then going to her master coffin she felt like she didn't have air anymore.
"Master…my dear master"
Remembering her master's last words she felt that air didn't reach her lungs anymore. She wanted to cry again, she felt that she was too weak, she felt so empty but she couldn't cry in front of everyone. If she would cry then what would everyone do? She needs to show them that she is strong so they need to be strong too. When the time comes she will get revenge.
One week later the funeral and the coronation service took place and she did her best to be strong in front of everyone. Being strong though it's like a double-edged sword. On one hand, some will accuse you of not feeling anything and on the other hand, your heart is getting weaker and weaker day by day, moment by moment. And that was what happened to Yu Bin right now, some of the people were accusing her of being so calm at her parent's funeral, and her heart was in so much pain that if Yingyue was not there maybe she was falling to prove that she was strong.
After the coronation, Yu Bin grabbed Yingyue and left the hall, going fast to her room. She opened the door and locked it behind her. She threw herself in her bed and cried painfully.
"Master…" Yingyue's voice reminded Yu Bin that she was there.
"Yingyue shift" Yu Bin cried out and Yingyue shifted. The next moment she was in Yingyue's arms being hugged by her and her warm hug made her fall asleep. She was tired, she was worried for Xian Chen too. Ming Fang keeps trying to convince her that Xian Chen is the culprit and Xian Chen didn't come back yet to defend himself. Her parent's and her master's dead faces were still haunting her. She was having so many nightmares every time she slept. She felt so lonely but when Yingyue was hugging her she felt so warm that she was falling asleep.
Two months passed and Xian Chen didn't come back. Yu Bin's worry started to grow harder. *What if he is dead? What if Ming Fang is wrong and he didn't enter heaven's realm? What if he was kidnapped again? * Lots of thoughts passed through her head every day so two months later she couldn't resist anymore and she left for heaven realm.
Reaching the heaven realm she was received by the people there telling her that Xian Chen is not there and they can't find him for the last two months.
Thinking that Xian Chen can be dead too, Yu Bin almost lost her last string of hope.
Coming back to the castle Yu Bin closed herself in her room and cried again in Yingyue's arms till she fell asleep.
Waking up the next morning she decided to leave the castle.
"Ming Fang, I'm going to leave for a while, can you take care of everything here?"
"Where are you going?" Ming fang asked worriedly.
"I'm going to the mountain, the place I was training with my master before taking Yingyue." Yu Bin said without looking at Ming Fang's face.
"But why? " Ming Fang asked, surprised. "Why would you go there? "
"Just take care of everything here, I'll be back soon," Yu Bin said and opened the door she left, leaving behind her a smirking Ming Fang.
Reaching the place, Yu Bin opened the gate. The gate didn't fall this time and she remembered that Bao Fang repaired it so tears started to fall.