Disappointment

One part of her was telling her that Ming Fang was not lying and the other that Yingyue would be fine. She felt that everything happened because of her. If she hadn't sheathed her that day, Yingyue might have gone back to the cave that day when she killed herself and Ming Fang wouldn't have even thought she was there. Now he could have gone there and taken her back. It didn't matter if Yingyue would have fought her again, as long as she was safe. But it was too late to change anything, now it might be too late to save Yingyue.

" I know a place, after we are eating I will take her there. She needs pure spiritual energy to recharge. From what I see Yingyue is full of resentment energy so we need to clean her of impurities than give her pure spiritual energy.

" How much time will it take?..."

"I don't know. It can take a few days, a few weeks, a few months, a few years… everything depends on her…" Bao Fang said, looking at the sword that Yu Bin took carefully in her hand.

In the past, she couldn't save Yu Bin's parents and she died too. She couldn't save Xian Chen's parents either. Somehow she didn't manage to save anyone but this time she will do it, she will save Yingyue no matter what. This time she will not let anyone die. On the other hand If Yingyue is truly dead, then when she will revive it is possible that she would have another body because her and Yu Bin's contract broke the moment Yu Bin died. She wanted to tell Yu Bin that Yingyue might not be her Yingyue when she woke up but she didn't want to worry her more than she already is. After they ate, they took Yingyue and carried her to a cave on a very high mountain. Usually, no one goes up to the top so she was safe and had all the time in the world to recover. After placing her on the stone bed they had made, Bao Fang drew some signs around her to help her cultivate as quickly as possible and to keep her safe in case resentment energy would occur in this place somehow.

Going back it was already late so after Yu Bin and Xian Chen sent Bao Fang home the two left for Yu Bin's house.

" Then… good night baby….I will see you tomorrow." Xian Chen said, reaching Yu Bin's home and turning around to leave.

He didn't want to leave yet but he wanted to meet with Longwei and Moon. He needed to see what else they found out and the thought that the two of them are in that forest made him crazy worried. He knows very well that Longwei is strong but there are not just a few corpses. there were thousands and if Ming Fang got alerted then they are in big danger right now. Still, he couldn't possibly say this to Yu Bin, otherwise she will want to go too and that's too dangerous. In no way does he underestimate her, he knows too well how strong she is, it's just that... he also knows Ming Fang very well. Just as she used the fact that Bao Fang cared about Yu Bin to kill her, so will she use her desire to protect everyone to kill her. One way or another, Yu Bin would be ready to give her life for her loved ones.

"A-Xian… " she called and Xian Chen turned around.

"Why won't you stay with me tonight?... I am tired and I…" tears started to fall down her cheeks and Xian Chen got startled. She was feeling so hurt, She needed Xian Chen more than ever. Right now she was feeling that somehow Xian Chen is going far from her. She felt troubled and thought that if Xian Chen leaves now he will disappear just like Yingyue. She will lose him the same way she lost Yingyue, so tears started to fall one by one till her cheeks were all wet with tears.

"Yu Bin… are you ok, don't cry, please don't cry, I will stay with you, ok? " Xian Chen said, wiping her tears that were looking like they would not stop very soon.

He needed to go save Longwei and Moon but he couldn't leave Yu Bin this way either.

Taking her hand Xian Chen brought her into her room and after putting her to bed and putting the blanket over her, he sat down next to her and took her in his arms, caressing her hair slowly, then he started talking to her gently, calming her down and helping her to sleep. After seeing that Yu Bin had fallen asleep, he slowly got up from the bed and after arranging the blanket properly over her so that she wouldn't be cold, he left, closing the door slowly after him.

"I promise I'll Be Back Soon " Xian Chen whispered leaning against the door for a moment then he got out of the apartment and got into the car, then went in search of the two.

Arriving at the scene, Xian Chen was shocked. In front of him stood Bao Fang and Yu Bin

"You really never learn A-Xian," Yu Bin said, shaking her head annoyed.

"What are you both doing here? Don't you know it's dangerous?" Xian Chen asked, coming out from his shock.

"And don't you know it? Why would you come alone?" Yu Bin shouted, annoyed. This lover of hers looks like he enjoys making trouble. If she didn't feel him when she got out of bed and if she didn't know that he would come here, he would be here completely alone. Or maybe not. Her master was here too.

"And you…master, why are you here? " Yu Bin asked curiously.

" I couldn't sleep so I thought about having a walk "

"Having a walk….here…in this desolate and dangerous place"

"Yes…"

"Stop lying…" Yu Bin shouted at her too.

"Calm down," Bao Fang said and Yu Bin got angrier.

"You are telling me to calm down? You both decided to go and save Moon and Longwei by yourself….Aren't we a team? Why are you acting separately? Maybe I'm not as strong as you but I'm not weak either." she said looking at them dissapointed.

Maybe what she felt was more like disappointment than anger. Maybe the fact that none of them included her in their plan made her feel useless. She understood that she is not as strong as them , but, somehow , she thought that they needed her in this battle.

"Wait…. Stop overthinking. I know you are absolutely overthinking right now. Listen Yu Bin, whatever you are thinking right now is wrong. And you are not weak, I'm sure what I thought are Xian Chen thoughts too. Ming Fang wants you here, if one of us will be in danger she would ask for your life in exchange for ours. And I know you Yu Bin , you will agree. If Ming Fang will ask your life in exachange you will give it without thinking two times. That's why I decided to come by myself, and I'm sure that was Xian Chen's thoughts too."