PROLOG

The night breeze hit the girl who was currently standing on the balcony of her room, she sighed looking at the night sky with shaped clouds and the moon shining brightly in the middle of the darkness.

The cold weather together with the breezy wind that had been coming all the time, did not make him move from that place. Although, felt down to his bones.

He looked around, until his eyes fell on a skyscraper that was quite far from his position. However, it can still be seen by the netra.

Like, dejavu?

***

Thunderous applause filled the room with many people starting to rise from their seats after the last piano key of the song was pressed. A sweet smile radiates making a hole in the cheek form and the line of the eye is getting thinner.

Red roses were thrown towards the stage, making her smile even more and bow happily. Because what he has done so far has not been in vain. His brown eyes looked at the two parents who smiled warmly and gave a proud look that looked so firm on their faces.

"Congratulations dear." Rinai's warm smile made Fiona smile broadly and hug her daughter tightly.

Aldo smiled at the two of them.

"Father, I'm sorry okay." Aldo stroked his daughter's hair affectionately and shook her head.

"No need to apologize, we are all here deliberately clearing our schedule for the sake of his daughter Pradipta." Fiona laughed softly and immediately hugged her father.

"Here, I know you don't really like flowers." Filio handed over the chocolates that had been neatly arranged to form a bouquet.

"Thank you, twin." Fiona kissed the twin who came out an hour earlier on the cheek.

Theater music, which was organized by Fiona and Filio's university, made Rinai and Aldo busy enough to move them for Fiona.

Fiona looked at the large flower bouquet and the chocolate bouquet in her arms with a big smile. Without him noticing someone who blocked the door smiled.

If longing does exist, meeting is the antidote.

***

Keshi's voice played so beautifully in Fiona's sense of hearing through the headphones she was now using.

She's been feeling empty lately, for some reason. Like something disappeared?

He closed his eyes, letting the swing he was riding move slowly on its own, giving a little space to the contents of his head that felt so full.

"Fiona."

The call didn't bother the girl who was leaning on the swing with her eyes closed.

"Fiona!" The call came back, but the pitch was up an octave.

"Maybe asleep." muttered the boy who had a face exactly like Fiona's.

His long legs brought Filio up quickly, he tapped his sister's shoulder making Fiona open her eyes and stare at her brother's face which was right above hers.

Fiona drew an eyebrow, before finally taking off the headphones she was wearing.

"Why?"

Filio sat beside his sister.

"At home, let's go out. I want to go to the restaurant that Mom and Dad frequent." Fiona nodded in agreement, before finally getting up from her seat and taking the first step.

"Surprise."

Sports cars speeding to defend the streets of the capital are quite careless, many people choose to vacation outside Jakarta or even laze around at home. Unlike the brothers who are now in the same car.

Fiona's hands played on the screen in front of them, pressing again what she was about to hear.

Keshi's song is titled Beside you. Be the choice this time.

His eyes stared out the window of the car, catching whatever the brown eyes saw, the feeling of emptiness came back when he looked at the two couples who were laughing after the woman made fun of the man with ice cream in her hand.

Filio, who had sensed that his sister had been quiet lately, split her gaze before glancing briefly at the object Fiona was staring at.

"You want ice cream?" Fiona shook her head, Filio's vocabulary even bore fruit on her sister because she felt sad when her twin was sad.

"I've been feeling deja vu lately, feeling empty but I don't know why. In fact, just seeing that person eating ice cream makes me deja vu too." Fiona told Filio how she had been feeling lately.

"It's humane, I also do that sometimes."

"The difference is you're crazy because you like to laugh alone." Fiona laughed softly, making Filio roll his eyes listening to his sister's words.

As it turned out, Fiona's thoughtless words were still there. I'm grateful.

Thirty minutes, until finally the car driven by Filio managed to stop perfectly in the parking lot.

They both get out of the car.

"Fiona, Filio." A call from behind the two, made Fiona and Filio look in the same direction at the same time.

"Ishwar." The man smiled and nodded.

"How did you get here?" Filio's question made Fiona this time roll her eyes.

"You think? Yes, Ishwar wants to eat, this is a public restaurant."

"Hahahaha..... That's right," said Filio.

"Are you okay?" The ambiguous question made Fiona furrow her brow in disbelief. In fact, a few days ago the two met at the music theater.

Fiona doesn't want to be confused looking for answers. "Well."

They entered the restaurant together.

The man with the turtleneck stared intently at the girl who was laughing beside the man with twin faces. He sighed, before finally someone suddenly appeared beside him.

"Of the many humans, why him?"

"Destiny."

"Of the many fates, why hurt and be hurt?"

"Destiny."

"Of the many endings of stories, why do you have to leave."

There was no answer from the person beside him, because he had disappeared again.

Once again, the black netra looked at the girl who was already sitting inside the building, focused on the menu book in front of her. Before the end, he disappeared suddenly.

Fiona looked up through the window in front of her, it felt like someone had been watching her just now.

***

"Fiona."

The call made Fiona wake up, sweat the size of corn kernels already pouring down. His breathing is irregular.

The girl hurriedly ran towards the balcony to set the door, the night wind entered the room and hit her face. Finally, he could breathe again properly.

Fiona looked up at the night sky, clutching her chest which suddenly constricted. The dream comes again, even every night.

Just a call from a man she doesn't even recognize, why does it have such an impact on her? Why is it so painful like a throat choked by a lump of bitterness that hurts so much.

He wiped away the tears that somehow suddenly fell, could not. In fact, the dream came when he entered the lecture environment.

The same boy who watched Fiona at the restaurant stared at the girl, a cold face watching her without expression. However, his eyes told everything.

About the pain that he also felt.

About how tormented it is to see the person he loves also feel pain.

"Fiona."

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