Breakdown

Helios POV

Everybody is getting ready because today is the day. The day we will send them off but I don't want to be their. I might stop her because until now I can't let her go. I know it is my fault why lost her but she is right, this is the best for us. I know she intend to not tell me her plan because I hurt her so much thats why I wanted to let her go.

Hey! Why your still their?!? Everybody is in the car now. My brother said and I just smile at him and shook my head. He squinted his eyes and shrugg at me.

You don't want to sent her off.

If your in my situation you will now what I feel.

Let your brother. My dad suddenly enter and tap my shoulder.

Go in the car already I will just talk with your brother. He nod at our dad.

Dad, you can go first and I will follow all of you. I will just buy something before I go in the airport. He just shrugg at me.

I know it is difficult to sent your love and I will understand if you will choose to not sent her off and I know she will understand also. I was stunned in what my dad said. Did he know something?!?

Hahaha...I am your dad and I know there is something that bothering you and I will not push you to tell it to us but...I would like you to know that we will always be here for you. Me and your mom. He smile at me and I wanna break down because I don't know if he can still say it when he knows the truth.

Dad...I am fine. I just wanna buy something for her before I sent her off...I will be there. He just nod at me.

Don't push yourself if you can't. He tap my shoulder and he left.

I don't know what to do anymore. I look as a lost child already and as soon as I hear that the car already left. I run...I run towards my room and I breakdown. I cry hard...I know it is not only my sunshine I disappoint this time...I also disappoint my parents big time. I don't know if they can still be their for me when they know the truth. It is too heavy to carry on but I know...I need to move forward because I choose this path.