y be a knight, when u treated me like a monster

an orphan, by choice by the mistakes of no one understanding my voice, just then thinking for themselves. I said farewell. to all attachments, the harrassment of the arrows of it blaming me 4 being imperfect. when I tried to reflect we both had a fucked up life. so why should I try for you. why should I do the most , when you post only your own version of what you couldn't do the most to keep your end of a promise. a surprise. it was to me that you denied me of being... happy , with you.