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Your Idol, My Lover

"I'm done. I'm done pretending that everything is fine. I'm done believing that this is what I want, that I'm okay seeing you with other girls and hearing how a great couple you two can be. I'm done having no right to say that I'm your girlfriend to the world. I'm done being kept a secret. I'm sorry but I'm tired understanding to everything you do. I'm sorry, I have to do this because I am hurting so much, I couldn't bare. I'm sorry." Kim Song, owner of a small company that provides wedding services, has a little secret that no one should know about. A secret which will cause the fall of his beloved's career. Simply because, his beloved man is just a member of very popular boy band in the world, The Phantom Knight. A story in which no one can know their relationship and remain as a secret and for how long ? No one knows. Will Kim choose to keep herself as a secret girlfriend and get hurt silently just to be with her love one or will she choose the other way around? ========================================= Hi! This is my first work in Web Novel and I'm just a newbie here but hope you like it. Please support my work and I hope I will meet your expectation on my book. Thank youu!

givemeTAEandKOOKIE · Teen
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Chapter 3 - How we met

"Love, I'm really sorry. Okay? It's only a prank" Tristan begs me and I just look at him for a second and ignore him.

After all the commotion happened while ago, Tristan keeps apologizing to me and feeling sorry for what happened. This is our first ever meeting personally after their world tour. I put an extra effort to choose what clothes I should wear , I even went back to my home just to wear the necklace he gave me as a present on my last birthday and even put some light make up just for this dinner, cause I'm looking so much forward on this and look what happened?

what do I got ? A wound on my knee.

Great. How great!

"Ahahaha! I warned you, your plan will back fire on you" Seth teased their leader while drinking some water while enjoying watching us.

"It's been so long since I heard, Kim screaming your name so mad, Tristan, and i don't know that it's so good in the ear sometimes." Jim said laughing while putting some ointment on my knee and hit his head "Ouch! That hurts Kim!" he complained.

"Serves you right! I know that you-" I pointed at Jim "you" then pointed to the youngest who is drinking his favorite drink banana milk " and you!" pointing at the man who is beside me like a dog waiting for my attention " are all your ideas" I said looking so done with the three.

"What?! why only us ? and not Seth" Justin ask while opening another bottle of banana milk after he finished drinking his 3rd.

"Cause you three are the most likely had an idea on this kind of prank, you rascals!"

"But it's all Justin's idea love" Tristan said and gently hold my arms

"Wha-!? Yah! It's not me okay, it's Jim"

"I only suggest to surprise her while lights are off and you two just made it worse" Jim defending himself.

I watch the three, looking so done while accusing each other and I just face palmed on my thought.

How come all those girls getting so crazy over these three idiot?

I first heave a big sigh and

"Enough" I said trying to keep my voice down

"Stop with the accusations, it already happened and i got hurt with your stupid pranks."

"Kim's right. Stop acting like a kid guys, why don't you just set me as your role model. Handsome. Handsome. And. Handsome" Seth joining our conversation with so much proud in his voice that leave us all in disbelief on our faces and just stare at him. "What?"

"Hmm, love i think I'm hungry now. Why don't we eat already" i said as I'm the first to recover and hold Tristan's hands forgetting that I'm still mad at him because of what Seth says.

"yeah you're right love. I suddenly feel hungry" and we both went our way to the table while holding our hands.

"C'mon, Justin, stop drinking your banana milk and let's join the couple in their dinner" Jim while dragging the youngest from his sit.

"Wha-!? Hey! Don't leave me here!" Seth complained and run towards us.

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"I'm really really sorry for what happened earlier, love. I didn't mean to hurt you"

Tristan and I are back here in the sofa while the others are still busy eating the food I prepared for them.

"Nuh, it's okay. Apology accepted." I gently said and pinch his cheeks. "Besides, I can't get mad at you for too long, especially after almost a year, I see you again" I smiled.

Tristan suddenly hug me and my body automatically feel so relax the moment I felt his warmth.

Aahh, that's right. This is my most comfortable place in the world.

I snuggle more to him and close my eyes to feel him more and he just hug tight me back.

"Aah, you don't know how much I miss cuddling with you" he confessed and gently feel his kiss on my head.

"Me too, Tristan. Every night, I'm always imagining this, me in your arms, feeling each other's warmth and making every second special. I always thinking that before I sleep" I said so sweetly but change in a second and pointed at the three who is now busy watching us " but not with those idiots"

"Wow, hey Kim Song, who are you calling an idiot huh? This handsome face like me ?! You're calling an idiot?! " Seth said acting like he is mad.

"The idiot one here is your boyfriend okay" Jim while pointing the man beside me who is laughing to what I just said earlier and frowned.

"And why is that?" Tristan ask

"Hmm. I don't know, I just feel like it to say"

I laughed as I hear his excuse and shakes my head. I remained silent while watching the four arguing and throwing some joke on each other and I suddenly feel nostalgic when I remember the old days. They are all successful now but they are still the same as before. They didn't change at all since the first day I got to know them and I still remember clearly how I met this four , 5 years ago.

FLASHBACK

I am here alone walking in the mall while finding what kind of gift should I buy for my boyfriend, since tomorrow will be our first year anniversary. I'm so excited because this will be my first time experiencing it cause Kevin is my first ever boyfriend since birth.

Yes, that's right because I'm actually an outcast in our school, everyone in my class assume that all I do is study, study, study and how bored I am to be with because of my conservative outfits and glasses but Kevin is an exception, he is the first ever guy went to talk to me aside from school stuff and hang out with me. First, I thought that he just want something from me or he would ask me to help him in his study but no, it's the opposite and he remained like that and without knowing I'm starting to love his company.

I don't even know how we end up dating each other but the only thing I remember is I confessed to him how I felt and fortunately he said that he feel the same thing as me. And I'm so happy since that is my first time confessing my feelings to a guy and I'm glad that until now, our relationship is doing great.

I maybe the luckiest girl in the world because Kevin is my boyfriend who loves me and accepted me as I am.

"Hmm. What should I buy for him?" i ask myself while thinking all his favorites when I remember something " Ah! That's right, he said that he has his eye on the shoes we saw in that store the other day" I talk to myself and quickly run to the store we went where the shoes he likes to buy it and I can't stop myself from smiling while taking my way to the store when I imagine what his reaction will be, Kevin would be happy when he saw what my gift for him tomorrow.

I was about to set my foot inside the store when I saw some familiar figure in my peripheral vision. I don't know why but I suddenly feel nervous and slowly turn my head just to see something that the smile on my face slowly fade away. The excitement I feel while ago turned into sorrow as I saw the owner of that familiar figure.

My feet walks towards them on its own while staring particularly to the guy that is now all smile talking to a girl beside him with his arms on her shoulders and kiss her on her forehead which the girl seems to like it very much as I saw how she giggle from the guy's gesture.

I suddenly feel the tightness in my chest and tears starting to build up on my eyes while getting near at the two. My whole body is shaking and my mind are going blank. I don't know and I don't care of what expression I have and if people are seeing me. All I know is I'm hurting right now and feeling this unfamiliar pain in my chest.

This can't be true.

"K-kevi-" I was about call the guy's name when someone block my way and saw a beautiful handsome man I ever saw in my entire life.

"Hi love" he cheerfully greeted while looking at me straight in the eye but I just frowned and look at him so clueless forgetting what I just saw earlier. The pain I feel earlier turns into confusion when he gently hold my hands.

Huh?

"love?" i look at him so confuse, trying to remember if I know this beautiful man here in front of me but he just smile and wink at me as his answer and wrap his arms over my shoulder.

I know this is not a time for this but my heart starts to beat so fast and I don't know why this is happening. I should be crying right now cause I saw my boyfriend cheating on me but what am I doing? I'm getting all flush from this man's arm on my shoulder!

"Tristaan!" i heard someone screaming a name and the man beside me turn his head.

"Oh Seth" the man called Tristan greeted the new guy and just like him, this guy is also handsome.

"Yah! Tristan Kim! we've been looking for you for 5 minutes. Where have you been?" and another 2 guys came to us.

Okay. What is happening? All I know is I caught my boyfriend and I should be crying but why the hell am I so confused?!

And what is the four handsome guy doing in front me?!

I look at the four so confuse especially the man beside me.

"Uhm excuse me" i tried to catch their attention cause they didn't seem to notice my presence cause they're all busy scolding the guy who called Tristan.

"Hmm? Who is this?" the man called Jim ask the guy beside me.

"Oh that's right, i almost forgot. Love remember that I will introduce to you my friends" Tristan said to me and look at me saying 'ride-on' but i just tilt my head, not understanding what he meant and he just laugh so fake and feel his hold get tightened on my shoulder that made me realize what he wants to convey.

"h-huh? ah yeah. uhmm. H-hello?"

END OF FLASHBACK

And the rest are history.

"Love!" Tristan called me for an nth time

"yes?"

"I've been calling but you don't seem paying attention to what I'm saying" he said complaining and pout at the same.

Aah! so cute!

"Yah, stop pouting or else I'll kiss you" i threatened him but instead of stopping what he is doing he just pout more and close his waiting for my lips to land on him.

I laugh as I poke his head away from me "In your dreams Mr.Kim"

"Wah! Ms.Song, i didn't know you're already backing out in your words" he teased me and I smile before leaning towards him and whisper something

"Not here love. They're still here" referring at the three. I heard him sigh and just nod to what I said but he suddenly kiss me in my cheeks that gives me shock and I know my face are all red now.

"Yah, Tristan." i said so embarrassed and trying to hide my face.

"Ahahaa, save the best for the last Ms.Kim." he whispred seductively that made my face more flushed " By the way, you seem spacing out."

"Oh that? I'm sorry hehe, i just remembered something" I said

"remembered?" Tristan looks at me suspicious when he suddenly shout that made us all flinch and catch all our attention

"Tristan Kim! why are you shouting" Seth ask my boyfriend who is now staring at me.

"What's your problem?" i laugh while rubbing his hand

"who do you remembered huh?! are you still not over on that stupid ass guy huh?! who told you to think other men when I'm with you" he said so mad and that made me laugh more.

Tristan Kim is such a jealous guy and that only made me fall for him more.

"What are you thinking stupid! I'm already over on that guy a long time ago. Okay?. And the thing I remember is when the first day I met you guys" I confessed while pinching the cheeks of my Tristan.

I saw how he change his expression when he heard me and "oh! that! ahaha!" he said so shy and scratch the back of his head.

"That's right. I remember. You two really fooled us out there" Justin commented as he also remembered what happened.

"We really thought that you are already a couple but it turns out that you just helped each other that day" Jim while eating some fruits

"Uh-huh and I remember that Kim's ex boyfriend is cheating with your ex girlfriend right? And what makes it more fun, you two just know it on that same day" -Seth

"And who would've thought that we both end up with each other" Tristan added and laughing at the same time as he is looking back on that day.

"And that will never happened if you didn't saw me, walking towards them and have a courage to block my way." I said and hug him and Tristan hug me back more tightly.

Yes, that's right. the girl who is with Kevin that day is the same girl that Tristan is currently dating back then. How funny isn't it?

And how lucky I am.