CHAPTER FOUR

HIRO'S POV

I am lying down on bed and thinking.

I just returned from work and I haven't eaten as well.

I am feeling really stressed and I don't feel like eating... But I have to force myself to eat...

Just going to work and not seeing the same people you used to see every day isn't easy...

We were all a family. -He sight

Its been a week without them... and this is hurting me every day and more.

The worst is that Levi Yoshiro escaped.

It was my fault that I left him alone with two dump guys.

Those idiots! They were out for drinks when he escaped. -he sighs again

I stop overthinking and I get up to cook something.

I cant eat anything else other than noodles.

After the noodles are done I start writing. Writing can help me with my stressing.

I am writing about everything me and the old man enjoyed all this time together...

In two days its his daughter birthday...

I told him that maybe I would be there...

But I don't know what should I do in a place that he isn't.

Writing isn't helping me either...

All that could help me calm right now is sex.

Its really weird but when I am feeling tired or stressed I feel so much better after doing it.

As I continue writing I hear my phone ringing.

Its my best friend.

"Hiro you got a visitor at your office" He says.

I stay silent...

"Please... don't tell me that my parents are in Japan." 

I answer to him

My parents were the first ones that came in my mind.

"No... a little "ex friend" of yours" He says and I get really curious.

"You will find out when you're here" He says and ends the call.

I get ready and I leave from home.

After I arrive I see that the person that was there for me is...

My ex girlfriend.

I feel lost in thoughts.

I do not know what to say.

"What are you looking at? Forgot about me?" She says.

I have no idea what should I do.

Should I leave or just talk to her?

"You two better talk somewhere alone." Min Joon says and stares at me.

"Come with me outside Miss Mei."

I tell her and walk outside.

We are walking for five minutes and we haven't talked shit.

She was the only woman that I fell in love with. We were for four years together and we were ready to get married... But...

She cheated on me with her old crush.

It wasn't easy for me to forget that... I hate her so much and I hate the fact that she's in front of me right now.

I stop walking and I stare at her.

"So what do you want?" I ask her with a serious look.

She smiles at me and answers.

"I missed you. Y'know, Its not easy to forget about the person you once loved" She says.

She's talking shit.

"Stop talking nonsense and leave"

"I won't leave till I spend some time with you."

"Leave Mei! Don't make me say that again."

I would beg so her could leave.

The memories, the time we used to spend, everything I did for her are on my mind right now...

"Come on... Don't act like you didn't missed me as well." She says and caress my neck.

"You and me are nothing anymore. Just leave. I have so many problems that I need to focus right now" I tell her and I take her hands off me.

"So you really do hate me... Well then just do one thing for me."

"What is it?"

"Sleep with me"

I stare at her for some seconds and laugh.

"You're here to ride me, huh?"

"That's not bad, you love fucking around anyway."

I don't know what should I do.

Spending a night with the person that hurted you so much might hurt you more.

But... I don't have other choice.

"Alright then."

•••

It's been one hour that we are doing it.

"Hiro"

"What?"

"This will be our last round"

She says.

Finally I can leave.

I wanted to have sex with someone but having sex with my ex... makes me want to throw up.

"Let's finish this and leave"

I say.

I don't care if she misses me. As long as she doesn't come into my life again... That's what all matters to me.

I feel myself burning inside.

Its been so long since I haven't enjoyed It.

But finally we are done.

I get up and get dressed.

As I was ready to leave she calls me again.

"Hiro..."

"What is it now!?"

She sighs.

"It's really late for a lady to walk alone at this hour... how about you take me home?" She says and I sigh.

I hate this.

"Alright"

I start to follow her...

We are passing from the most darkest and dangerous places...

The worst is that I'm not even driving because my car is broken.

How can a woman live on a place like this?

She stops walking.

She turns her head and stares at me.

"I'm sorry for that Hiro. But someone needs you."

I stare at her confused.

What is she talking ab-

Someone just attacked my head from behind.

I feel dizzy and I fell down. My eyes are closing...

And I pass away.

"Good job Oda" -Goru said

"Thank you for your help miss. There are your money.

"Be a good lady and don't talk to anyone about this, right?"

"Don't worry about it"

"Take care as you go home, my lady"

She smirks. And walks away.

They tie him up and put him in the trunk of the car.

"Boss everything is done"

Oda said on the phone

"Bring him here, we are leaving  Japan in two hours."