Confirmed fears

Gina immediately rejected the offer to listen to whatever he had to say and he let her go without much persuasion. That alone made her blood boil considering the fact that he just came to rile her up. She was so angry that even if he had something to say and she rejected his audience a thousand times, he could have tired a million times.

She was angry that she was already in a stable state and here he came back to test her patience. She was just furious for so many reasons she couldn't point out. She could not focus on her lecture and ended drawing random stuffs throughout the class. After the lecture was done she packed her bag and on getting outside he was there standing and waiting for her.

"What on earth does this guy want?"

"Can I really speak to you Gina, just for few hours and we'll be done."

"Please Ginny," he pestered. Gina had imagined this scenery lot of times in her head even if she believed it would probably never happen. She had even slapped him in her head too. She imagined cursing at him for every emotional and mental pain he had caused her. And she had told herself that she would reject him no matter how many times he came. But she couldn't ignore the desperate look he had as he stared at her, she had never seen that side of him before.

Ximena kept having thoughts about seeing a doctor or a therapist. She couldn't settle the feeling in her that was grateful that Brian did not ask about what or why it happened, but also uneasy that he didn't ask either. She was so nervous and her thoughts kept giving her ridiculous answers. After much thinking, she asked him what he thought of her relating to what happened.

"Nothing Ximena. I just felt your body might not be ready for it yet and it's normal, so we can just take things slow," he said smiling.

"You are not offended?" She asked

"No, baby, Why would I?"

"I am actually so happy that i am able to talk this much with someone. It's the first time I have really opened to someone this much," he said silently.

Ximena loved everything about this guy. His face, his eyes, the way he talked that sounded like silent seductive whispers, the way he was, everything about him. She knew she was totally into him. She stood up slowly and bent over to kiss him. It's felt nice and his lips tasted good. She needed to clarify the fact that her body was not actually a problem and then she decided to go all in.

She deepened the kiss and he kissed back. She got on his laps gently and grinded softly against his crotch. She got her top off and was left in her white sports bra. The way he looked at her was so good that she knew it could turn her on. He kissed her neck slowly and his lips trailed gently to her shoulders and then to her upper breast. As they continued kissing, his hand made way from her belly button, to her thighs and then to her crotch area. As soon as she felt his hand against her soft delicate skin, her body went rigid. Quickly he withdrew and apologized if he caused her any pain.

"No Brian don't stop, just please, don't."

"Baby, you don't need to rush. We can take this slow."

"No, Brian we can't," Ximena said bursting into tears. "Something is totally wrong with me."

"Something is wrong with my body," she said again sobbing silently as he hugged her gently. "It's okay, baby we will figure it all out. We will," he whispered.