44 Epilogue

I sat up in bed when I heard little cries coming from the baby monitor next to my bed. It wasn't that long when I put her in her crib, why was she awake?

It has been very hard having a baby, for the first few months I was I hell. Most of my nights were spent away, now I used to it. We had a system that works.

My first few months in the small town was hard. The cottage gave me hell the first few months, there was a lot of things wrong with it that I had to have fixed. I also got a job in a small supermarket in town to keep myself busy. Leaving alone wasn't has as I thought. I made sure I wasn't spending more than I earn. The money my mother left be was still in the bank.