1 OUTSIDER

Hey there my name is kakshi this is my story how i become outsider and how tables turned. Lets get started. Before my father become king my father met my mom back that days mom was young and so beautiful. My father fall in love and confessed directly mom rejected. After that father used his noble power and made mom his bride. Then i born . When my father become king father was young and good looking. When i was 5 year old my father met another women. Her name was NEKO. she was pritty cute too. And then my father wished to marry her. But he was already married. He confessed Neko to marry. Some how she agreed i guess because of royal status. But on one condition he have to abondone my mother. Then father decided to abondone mother. Then he thought if he just abondone my mother theres chanses she tell about it in public. My father was not that fool. He did not abondone her. Instead of abondoning he decided to kill mother and spread the rumors traitor killed the Queen that way he can marry Neko without any problems. Then at mid night father came in room i was sleeping in mothers arms. I heard scream. When i woke up i saw something i never wanted to. I saw my father there was long sword in fathers hand. Mother was badly injured on the floor. Father was about to kill mother i steped in and hugged mother. Father stopped.

I said crying dad mom is injured help her.

Father : no sone, she is not good mother i found a new mother for you.

Me : no i dont want new mother, Mom is only my mother.

Father : no she did not take good care of you.

Me : no i love my mom and she love me too. she take good care of me dad please stop.

Then father take me away from my mother by force.

Mother smiled at me and said.

Mother : i will be fine dont worry, i am just going somewhere els. Take care of your self untill i return.

Then father step ahead to kill mother. I screamd like crazy. Father stopped and said.

Father : whats wrong son its for your good.

Me : ( crying ) no i dont want this i just want to stay with mom. Please dont heart mom.

Then father came near and hugged me and said close your eyes it will be all right. And started stepping ahead to kill mother. Father was about to kill mother. Then i took a knife and scrached my self and i hold it on my neck and said.

Me : if you heart mom i will kill my self. I just want to stay with mom i dont want anything else.

When i was holding knife on my neck. My mother started worriying about me like crazy. Even if here life was in danger she said.

Mother : dear throw that knife, it will hurt you. I am fine we are just playing. father is just acting like he wanted to kill me. Take that knife away from your neck.

Me : no you are lying to me, you are injured and dad is not helping you.

Father stepped in and said

Father : your mother is right sone we are just playing, Take that knife away.

I took knife down by saying

Me : if you try to harm mom i will kill my self.

Father came quickly and garbbed my hand. Took knife. Then went near to mother and kicked her wounded place and said.

Father : you bitch you got lucky, i am sparing your life just because of my sone.

Mother smiled at me and said.

Mother : dont be sade i am ok see, i am smiling. Now you have to smile for me too.

I smiled with my crying face. When i smiled mother was looking really happy. After thinking some time father said rudely.

Father : i spared you that does not mean you can stay. I will construct hose for you in forest you live there if you try to come near the city i will kill you.

Me : dad where are you sending mom.

Mother : its nothing dear father is making another house for me.

Me : i can stay with you right ?

Father : no sone you are staying in this mantion.

Mother : you can visit me once in a while ok it will be all right dont worry.

I agreed because atleast i can see mom. After some days Father married Neko.

From that day i hated my father. Father is the one whom i hated most in this world. My gol was to destroy my father. And make him. Begg infront of my mom.

Father and Neko had three childs two sons elder (shin) younger(yosu) one daughter (marien). They called me big brother just because of father told them. They never had any respect for me. And my new mother never loved me all she did yelled at me. youngest daughter treated me with respect we used to play together but that also was a trap for me. She was sneaking out of mantion to meet someone maybe her friends. I helped her a little one day they caught us. Then Marien said big bro kakashi is the one who took me out i was telling him mom will get mad he didnt listen to me. I tried to explain but no one believed in me. Stuppid mother yelled at me. And father beated me. Every time i get hurrt i visited my mom. When i see her i feel like everything is all right now.

( We are all grown up now lets see what happens now )

Today is seremony. We are picking our weapons today. And some fighters going to join us. We choose our weapons and father going to make strongest weapon as our chosen weapon desighned.

Shin went first and choosed one slim and long sword. Yosu steped ahead and choosed big heavy sword. it was my term i choosed one spear. Everyone surprised. Someone laughed too. Father said,

Father : what are you doing kakashi thats spear, thats common soldierses weapon.

Me : i know father but this can be good use to fight.

Father : are you shure you want that as weapon.

Me : yes i am shure please make strongest one for me.

Father agreed. Then its time to choose party members. No one agree to join me. Then i saw one girl. White smooth and long hair. Cute face she was beautiful .She was archer. i step ahead and asked her.

What is your name

She replied my name is lily

I asked her can you please join me.

She said why me i am not that good, theres some others they are more better than me.

There was some male archers too everyone thought i am asking her because she is girl.

I replied to her no when it comes to archer women is the one who great in this. So please join me.

She agreed. But people who watching me they had wrong ideas. I ignored them. After that no one joined me they joined shin and yosu. Only lily was my team mate. I thougt i am ok with this I dont have to struggle crowd When i am working. Seremony ended lily went home. After some days i got my weapon. I meet lily and we went on adventure. I wanted to show lily my power to solve her all confusions. When we were travelling monsters attacked us. I took them head on and killed them all. Lilys all confusion disapeard. She said

Lily : you are strong i never thought you use spear like that.

Me : i choose this weapon because if we use this weapon properly its better than sword.

Lily : why did you choose me, there was many other archers better than me.

Me : it dose not matter to me who was better. All it maters who can become strong. And keep up with me.

Lily : i dont understand

Me : i have speed and strength all i need thats some backup. And it comest to concentrate and accuracy womens are greater than men. If you learn you can become far more greater than those mens. Thats why i choose you.

Lily : o now i get it. Thank goodness i thought.( She suddenly stopped )

Me : what you thought tell me.

Lily : no its nothing forget it.

Me : come on let it out we are comrades now better if we dont have any secrets. And we have to trust each other.

Then she said in embaraced and down voice

Lily : i thought you are after my virginity thats why you are trying to make me join.

Me : no i am not, its true you are beautiful. And i kind a like it. Theres no way i am after you virginity.

She get embarased and little scared she said you wont do anything to me when i am sleeping right.

Me : ofcource not, you can tie me up if you want. I wont do anything.

Lily : no need for that you can sleep freely.

We spent one night out side she was little scared before. I can blame her we were only two of us and we were totally strangers. But after some time she said i am going to sleep please dont do anything ok.

Me : ok you can relax around me i won lay a finger on you.

After that she slept. I kept watching. In the morning when she woke up i was sleepy she noticed and asked me dont you sleep last night.

Me : how could i, if we both sleep who is going to watch for safety.

Lily remembered that and said i am sorry please forgive me master. Punish me if you want i do what you want.

I made a joke fore take her out of frustration. I said with naughty look on face and naughty voice. Whatever i say. You do that with me.

She embarased and said what you mean that . She look away and got silent. I was packing our tent to go back.After some time she said if thats you want as apology i will do it and she started taking off her clothes.I stepped in and grabed her hand and petted her on head. She surprised.

I said what are you doing i was just joking. I forgive you this was our first time tenting so its okay make shure you do better next time.My joke went far lily was about to cry. I lightly hugged her and said to comfort her dont worry i wont do anything that was just a joke now smile and help me pack our tent we have to go back now. She smiled and helped me . When we was coming back we talked a lot we shared some our personal secrets. She was talking freely she wasnt looking frustrated. We reached the town i said.

Me : you can go home if you want. Make shure you meet me in evening.

Lily : master its okay if i stay with you, now on i dont want to go home anymore.

Me : why is something wrong with your house.

Lily : no i dont like to go home please master let me stay with you.

I said ok i'll lett you but you have to say all story about you. And reason for not going home.

Lily said ok master i will.

I said i call you Lily so dont call me master call me kakashi. I let you live only if you call me kakashi. Sorry i never introduced my self i thought you know my name.

Lily said i was knew your name how could i call you by your name. Let me call you master.

I said fine then if you are going to call me master then i call you my lady.

Lily said please dont master you are noble.

I said my lady we are partners now we have to stay comfortable with each other its not like my life important than your life our both lives have same value.

Lily said please dont call me that.

I said then dont call me master call me kakashi i'll call you lily.

Lily said ok then i'll call you kakashi.

I said then give it a try call me by my name.

Lily said my name embarasedly "kakashi" . I said ok lily its proper now.

Then i took Lily to my place not to mantion i bought one two beds room in hotel. I hated my father so when i became fighter i decided i wont go ther untill its important.

When i took her to the hotel she surpriced and asked you are not going home.

Me : For some reasons i hate my home too.

Lily asked why, why you hate your home ?

I said i tell you later now its your term to say why you hate your home.

She agreed and started saying.

( Lilies Story )

Lilies father had affair with another women one day he get cought. After that both of them abondoned him. Lily asked her mother to take her with her but lilies mother said no i wont, i dont have money to raise you i am going to marrie another person if you come with me you will be in my way. its best for you to stay here. Stay with your father. By saying that she left lily. After that lilies father became drunker he wasted all money in his drinks. Whenever lily asked him for food all he did was beated her. He almost forgoted lily is her daughter. Some times after he drink he beated lily just for fun. One day he had no money for drink he decided to sell lily he took lily to sell but lily got lucky she was dirty, small, week and she wasnt even able to work thats why no one buyed lily. Her father get bored standing there he took lily and came back home. He sold some homes tools and he drunk again. From then lily decided to become an adventurer. She was weak in strength she became an archer she got strong faster even if she had no one to teach just like that her life passed and one solder came and invited her to come to ceremoney. Lily rejected next day solder came and ordered her to come to mantion and thats how she met me.

Afther hearing lilies story kakashi was about to cry but he controlled himself.

Then lily told now its your term master kakashi.

Me : didnt i told you to call me kakashi?

Lily : yes master kakashi thats what i called you.

Me : in that case i call miss lily ok.

Lily : no please dont.

Me : Then call me kakashi.

Lily : ok kakashi.

Me : that sounds good.

Lily : now tell me why dont you go home ?

Me : for now go to sleep. I will tell you tomorrow.

Lily : thats not fair you hear my story now you are not telling me yours.

Me : theres a reason for telling you tomorrow if i just tell you, you wont understand i am going to show you something tomorrow and explain properly.

Lily : you are so mean.

Me : fine i am mean. Go to sleep we have early start tomorrow goodnight.

Lily : you know no one told me goodnight befor i am so happy.

Me : i am glade i am the first one. Now go to sleep.

Lily : okay goodnight kakashi.

Next morning i woke up early and i get ready. Then she woke up. After waking up she panicked and started appologizing i said.

Me : dont worry its okay to sleep late but try to sleep on guard you sleep like dead.

Lily : ok master i will try to sleep on guard.

I said with little pissed and angry face.

Me : you forgot what i told you yesterday.

Lily : i am sorry i'll call you kakashi.

Me : all fine as long as you call me kakashi.

Lily said with little shy and hasitating voice

Lily : k.k.k. kakashi you said yesterday you are going to tell me about you. Its morning now tell me about you please.

Me : oh about that i will tell you on way.

Lily : we are going somewhere.

Me : we are going to meet someone.

Lily : who is that man.

Me : its not man its women.

Lily told in hasitating voice.

Lily : who is that women.

Me : its a secret you will findout soon. She is so important to me, and i love her a lot.

( Lilies thoughts )

When kakashi said we are meeting women lily thought she must be kakashis girlfriend and she started imagining things what kind of girl is she . What kind of girls kakashi like. Is kakashis girlfriend kind like him. Then she decided its better if she keep her distance from now and she decided after some time she will start calling him master. She made up her mind.

Lily : tell me please.

Me : no i wont, hurry up and get ready already. Lets have a breakfast i am starving.

Lily : you havent eat breakfast yet you look ready to go by your clothes. Why didnt you eat yet.

Me : how could i have breakfast without my partner. We are partners right.

Lily got little embaraced

Lily : you should eat first. I'll eat after i get ready.

Me : no i wont C,mon dont make me wit too long get ready already.

Lily : ok give me a moment i'll get ready.

Me : ok i will be waiting for you down.

Lily : ok.

Lily got ready and came down we had breakfast and went to meet that special person. I told her all about my past even my fathers stuff. Lilies face was looking sad. Lily was feeling really bad for me. Then i said

Me : now i have you i dont feel sad at all you are good partner you know.

Lily : really thank you.

Finally we reached that place there was one small house small garden foowers was bloomed. Smell was so good. Feeling was relaxing.

Lily thought in mind. This place looks too good masters girlfriend must be very kind person. I am nothing compare to her. What am i thinking he is my master he already have a girlfriend why i am comparing myself to masters girlfriend.

Lilys face was red i noticed and i said

Me : you look kind a red you have fever or something.

I touched her forhead. Lily panicked and said.

Lily : i am fine nothing to worry about.

We were talking then one old lady came out from that little house i ran and hugged that lady. She hugged me back and petted my head. Lily asked.

Lily : who is that lady ?

Me : its my mom i told you about her on our way.

Lily : last night you told about meeting someone. That was your mom you were telling me .

Me : yes

Lilys all thoughts wanished she calm down. She noticed something, what is this comfirting and relaxing feeling. Lily was in her thought mother came and told her.

Mother : are you kakashis girlfriend , thank you for taking care of him. Kakashi why didnt you told me you have girlfriend. You are keeping secrets from your mom.

Lily panicked and said.

Lily : no i am not kakashis girlfriend. I am his partner.

Mother : what is difference between girlfriend and life partner ?

Me : you got it all wrong mom she is my party member. I invited her to join my party. We are only two of us.

Mother : oh thats what going on. You made good choice speed and aim its perfect dear. Oh i got distract in talks lets go in.

We all went in lily was shy we talked a lot we spended some time together it made me really happy. After that we got ready to leave. We are about to leave mom came and told in lilys ear.

Mother : you look cute and pluse you are good girl i dont mind if you became my daughter in law. Infact i love to have you as my daughter in law. Take good care of my son.

Me : what are you talking about mom is something wrong.

Lily panicked her face was all red she said embaracingly.

Lily : nothing its nothing.

Mother : i was telling her to take care of you.

Me : jeez mom i am not kid, i can take care of myself.

We said bye and left lily was embaraced her face was red she was blushing. I wanted to know what mom said to her. I directly asked her.

Me : tell me what mom said to you.

Lily : its nothing its really nothing.

Me : you have to tell me please.

Lily : its really nothing she was just joking.

Me : you have to tell me masters order.

Lily : really is that important.

Me : yes, you have to tell.

The. Lily said embaracely.

Lily : y.y.y your m.m.m. mother said to take care of you and...

Me : and ??

Lily looked away and said panickly and fast.

Lily : she love to have me as her daughter in law.

I got embaraced my face was red i looked away i didnt wanted lily to notice that. We stayed sometime quiet looking away. I manage to calm down. I was happy and worriying. I was happy because mom like lily. And i was worry because what if she dont like me. I was in love with her too not because of her beauty because of her kindness. After mom she is the only one who treated me with kindness and respected me. I wanted to stay with her. I decided its do or die now. I calm down and said calmly.

Me : i dont mind either. Only if you are okay.

We both were embaraced. We were looking away. Then she said in embaracing voice.

Lily : your not joking right ?

Me : no i am seroiuse.

Lily : really you love girl like me ?

Me : ofcource i love you i had very good time with you, you were very kind to me and i trust you.

Lily : i do like you. But you are royalty and i am commoner we cant be together.

Me : royalty my foot, i hate this royalty i only care about my mom and you in this world.

Lily : then its ok, even if you have to marrie someone else in future please dont abondone me i can stay as your team member.

Me : what are you talking about thats never going to happen i'll never marrie anyone else and i'll never abondone you. You are one of my presiouse persons.

Lily started crying and said with tears in eyes.

Lily : you are so kind i never be able to repay you.

I petted her head

Me : no infact i am the one who should tell you that you were accepted me even if everyone was talking bad things about me.

Lily : thats because i was afraid if i reject you no one going to accept me.

Me : even if that was the situation you did accepted me. I am so greatfull to you. And after that you treated me kindly then i started liking you. Will you accept my love.

Lily : yes i do, i love you too.

I smiled and enjoying lily was embaraced and hiding her face suddenly some monsters attacked we took them down together and we moved to town. We reached the town. We were walking together in market lily was seems enjoying herself. I wanted to go to blacksmiths shop so i told her to go and do shopping around i'll go and repair my spear. first she tried to come along with me but i forced her she was enjoying i didnt wanted to interrupt in her funn. We split up and decided one spot to meet. It was in hotel. I repaired my spear and went to hotel lily wasnt there i thought she is still shopping i waited in hotel time passed its was about to dark i started worriying and i went out to find her. I look for her everywhere i didnt found her i was depressed i was going back home hoping for she will be in hotel i heard a screem from back ally i rushed directly. That i saw was horrible it reminded me my past. There was lily on the road there was some mens they was trying to rape her. One of them was hitting her with leg. She was fallen on road crying her clothes were messed she was hurt too. I got angry i lost controll on me i beated them all like wild beast some kind of monster. I was about to cutt them into pieces soldiers showedup and stopped me. I yelled at soldiers too.they arrested all those mens. I was full of anger. I came near to lily, lily directly hugged me tight and started crying. When lily hugged me next second i came to normal . I hugged her back and comforted her we was about to kiss we got interrupted by some kids. Then we went to the hotel i carried lily on my back. Then i realized something she isnt strong now i told her i'll teach her archery i have to make her strong that way she can protect herself and it will be good for team work too.