1 Prologue, vol 1

As a seventeen year's old male shut-in life hasn't been easy to get through. Of course, why would it have? am I insane to asked that? Right it was. For two years now, I've been living inside of my room alone. There's no future for me left, okay right. Let's check the future where I was still a hikikomori and die of diabetes stage four. Now that's future for me.

I didn't have anyone else, but my family members. Honestly they're so stupid.

Why could you have cared for what I am like? For who I was? They don't appreciate my efforts in my own field, always just trying to bait me outside. With luxurious items for what purpose? Do that thought it might've worked? That I'm easy target to fish out? Were they treating me like an animal?

I'm sure if you compare me to a monkey, and put us in one transparent room. All laughter wouldn't be deliberately towards the monkey, it was for me only.

Mom always said, it's fine and okay come outside honey. Right, I see but then you thought having bait me with luxurious shit can do its job?

You can't get me, cause you wouldn't understand. The reason he left was because of me, do you think he'd spend half of life social life wasting much on my future outcome to be bright? No, fuck not, his personate emotion only dwell you in. Why would've you done that? Huh old woman? Can't you do something smart?

You're all the same as was my siblings.

My big sister was attached to me like glue, that's why she's dumb. She work so hard just to waste those income paying for my benefits, you're welcome but I didn't welcome your stupidity. My older brother too, Why am I the only reasonable and sane person here? Can't you understand this situation? there's no need for you to joke with me, talk with me, you can't even play games to begin with. Like hell you'd understand a bit shit from my nasty fuck life.

I'm comfortable with what I have. Though, I do eat what they've gave me. Still, I can't believe they'd be all over me. Someday I wish their brain evolve, and equal to mine. As such, they wouldn't be so dumb to stick their nose around.

My room is the only why I life, planted TV Infront of me. Simple to reach for games and stuff, I couldn't imagine how talented I am in this fighting game. It easier said than done. Many possibilities curve right up for me, I can join tournament of gamers and become number one.

Then, instead of laughter, I'd be greeted with praise and showered of millions shout my name. Yeah, I'd have girls interested in me.

If only, if only things hadn't been rough. If only I hung out becoming shut-in, if only I could cease clean those people who despise weakling. I can finally see my future.

But it all had to start two years ago, when those bastard get in my way. At the classroom, they're bulling a girl I knew, she's talented and didn't shine from me. And so my stupid ass assume a roll of hero, which I thought was the most braves moves I've done.

I stand for myself and others. My self-esteem were increasing. Tough...

They weren't flinched even a bit. I started to felt little nervous. But then, a hock jock me, it was so brutal that for one split second I was tossed to the ground. My head bang from behind, and onwards, only black accompany me.

But once I gain consciousnes, all I could discern were...laughter and mockery. It flashes on my eyes, they were taking pictures of me, and I had to gaze below.

Am I? I was naked on the corner of the courtyard. Bruise and cuts was visible, and my face swelled with lump. but the only thing they doing was to laugh at me.

Mock me, "fatherless rubber dick", "Broken Condom", and "pencil head". This starred my shut-in year, and I've grew to loathed them on sight.

They're just as horrible if not more than devil themselves aren't it? But even then, mostly their people with status, handsome, pretty, but fucking dumbass.

If I was to have their look I'd starve becoming the most wanted man by women.

Hm? I heard a rumbling downstairs. Whatever they up too, I don't really care much now.

My mom used to sleep Infront of my door, she'd talk to me, she jokes around me too. Just like my brother. Ah? the noise grew louder with each steps.

Finally, it's stop right on my doorway. I freeze, anytime would've felt like an eternity but whatever coming, was a point of no return.

They bash the door, and crack it wide open. Thrusting their way aside my garbage and forcefully picked by arms. One of them even treated to slice my guts, it was my older brother.

Instinctively, I fought back. But they're too strong and I've barely compete to them. All I could do was bagging out of my mind, it doesn't worked.

All was left to do for them; kicking me off the house. It's night, and cold. I've never seen their faces on edge but this might be the first and last.

I can't do anything now, there's nothing else outside than empty street. Wondering at night, the cold shifted into liquid. It's raining, heavily.

Dampening throughout this worn out cloths, now I wonder too, how long since I wear new thing my family brought for me? maybe it's only what I wore everyday?

Ah, it could be. Without my room what am I? a hikikomori of course. Man, I didn't think I wasted my time so much but looking back and forth. I'm mistaken, and probably had angered my family into oblivion.

I left jerk left to right on the empty street, shit I'm homeless now. I should be going to homeless shelter nearby, but where?

Mindlessly walking, I stood besides the road light. With me was an lady, and what I assume was her teenage daughter, there's gang of two guys and one girl too. All of they look happy.

The light is still red, however, both of the daughter and her mother straight forward into the road. Ah? my sense gone for awhile, but I'm sure this is death penalty card.

I went head to them...I tripped over, a honk from truck clear their eye opened wide.The girl pushed her mother away. She was the only one left.

Those guys where unable to move, huh. I push myself up, and ran towards her. This wasn't a nice greets but surely saving life can.

I don't know why. Just there's a sudden urge, maybe I had read lots of manga about one bravery transform a friend boundary into love. Though, I don't think this girl would've liked me to begin with.

The light rear blind my eyes, but I saw that I've push her away to her mother. In second, my body were crush like rotten tomatoes been hammered down.

In those single moment, I can't feels an inch of my body, my nerve were gash. Leaving my body limping, I still could breath but there's noticable lacking on each exhale.

My ribs presumably broken, its swollen red and with each inhale it grew. I'm panicking. My brain hopelessly intact to my neck, but surely it can't escape brain damage.

Damn, they're escorting me to hospital. Without my knowledge, I hope they get into safety.

My eyes linger blinds by lights. Are these surgeon? vividly colored clothes, it wasn't washed. Hah, am I drowning? as if I were. Haha, hey now, stop pushing my torso. Like you tearing my inside...shit...I'm dieing a shitty life, what am I doing for whole my life?

spending times on game and online forum, blast back and disobey my mom and disrespect her. Clowning on my family too?

why all of this I had just started realizing now? why not back then, when I bailed my fist. I should've stop that right? right here is last minute worth only.

Right, I'm sorry...I wish I had a better life, I wish...I had worked out on it. I wish for a second chance through, I'm seventeen, but I fucked it up. Surely I can started to understand maturity value if I was a baby again.

I fucked it up.

....

Eh?

"XXXXXXXXX!"

Huh?

"XXXXX, XXXXX."

I slowly open my eyes, leisure into my face, a handsome looking men. He has the look of a warrior, with sharp jaw, and goatee, and stylish slick back dark green hair. Is he middle European guy?

What the heck? Why is he closing up his face. Ah?! he's coming for a kiss! no! no! I'm not into men!

Ugh— he did kissed me. Suddenly he hands me to another person. Seriously, where am I? and why does they pick me up easily?

Then my sight of view, was filled with a beautiful lady. She had motherly expression wears, and her silky black hair were erratic, is she from turkey? From what she appears, I don't think she's even a nurse.

"XXXX...XXXX."

What type of language is this. I've never heard of it.

Abruptly, both of them kisses. Hah!? is this meeting of tops scientist trying to healed my body? I try to touch my face but...a baby hand comes to view.

Wait...Am I? am I a baby!?